Eric

I really ******* like this girl but I'm trying everything I can possibly do to forget about her without kicking her out of my life. I removed her on all social medias except for Snapchat. I muted her message notifications and I was thinking just flat out ignoring her till I finally forget about her. Is this a good plan? I really need some advice on this

I got a message randomly from someone i used to talk to in school just saying "just checking for the gray arrow"

Wtf does that mean?? 😂😂

I'm going to record some heavy metal songs but the thing is I'm all alone, I'm not in a band or anything and know nothing about programming drums and the bass and everything. Do recording studios usually have someone there that knows how to do that kind of stuff or am I badically ******?

I work at a pizza place and deal with customers and stuff. And I dont even want to leave my house because of this. My boss is making it out to be like I'm overreacting about all this. Should I call in??

It feels amazing when you have a lot of **** just waiting to come pouring out. And when it finally does, you feel instant relief! Who can't like that feeling???

I had surgery for chiari malformation and then a second surgery 20 days later due to some complications so now my nerves are completely ******. The whole left side of my head is numb, my whole left arm is numb and extremely weak.. I'm going to physical therapy but what if it doesn't help? I just want to be able to feel again. My doctor told me that I may never get feeling back, if that's the case then I'm going to kill myself because I'm only 19 and I'm having nerve problems so **** this. How long should i wait for my nerves to get healed before trying anything? Dont tell me anything like "oh don't kill yourself"

It's my life and I'll do what I want with it

I've never had a girlfriend before. Never kissed anyone. I always get real close to having relationships but I always **** something up and I never end up getting anywhere. I've been wanting a relationship since I was 13 so I told my mom that I give up on girls in general. I told her that a daying website might be my last hope because I'm out of school, I work at a ******* little Caesars! I wont ever find someone! My mom told me that online dating is for old people that never leave the house. I dont want to be a 40 year old virgin and that's the route I'm going at this rate. Is online dating a good idea?

I was at the hospital for 12 days due to mess ups on current surgeries so they have been giving me dilaudid which is basically a stronger version of morphine. They started leaning me off. I was taking a dose of .8 when I first started and was at .2 but then the last nurse I had gave me dose of .5 which I think is the reason I'm having so much trouble now. I've been home for 2 days now and cant think of anything except for the dilaudid. I'm feeling extremely sick too. How do I fix this, or at least relieve the symptoms? And how long will this last for???

I know its probably weird af to most of you but I had brain surgery and I'm recovering but I have this extremely pretty and nice nurse. She always holds my hands and stuff, whenever she walks into the room the first thing we do is smile at each other, she seams to come in a lot just checking how I'm doing and stuff, and whenever she talks to me I cant help but just smile like smiling f*cktard and just stating into her eyes. I feel like she knows I like her. Whenever she's around me, all the pain goes away. Is it okay if I tell her how I feel? I feel like I'm going to regret it if I dont, but what are the chances of me and her actually going out after I'm better?

I just had brain surgery like a week ago and it's really ******* sore. My pain killers dont really do **** anymore. Sleeping with an ice pack on my face or head won't harm me in any way will it?

So I have chiari malformation which is when the bottom of the brain sags and hangs out of your skull. I'm getting surgery in 5 days but I am also a huge metalhead and love headbanging. I have awesome hair and everything for it. I'm also planning on going to school to start writing music and stuff after all this is over. But the thing is I feel like headbanging is what lots of metal musicians do, literally everyone I ask says that I shouldnt headbang ever again to risk this from happening again. But after the surgery it will be fixed so I should be able to go back to headbanging right?????

I got high today and now that I'm sobering up I'm thinking about if I was wrong for getting high today. I'm having brain surgery a week from today.

I have chiari malformation at the moment. But I'm trying to think about years after the surgery. Of course I cant go on any now and dont an on going on any right after the surgery because that would be stupid. But I mean when I'm completely healed and I'm all better would it be okay for me to ride a rollercoaster ever again?

I've cut down a lot on weed haven't smoked in like a whole month because of my constant headaches and vertigo, but today I smoked from a bowl and now I just woke up 6 hours later and my head hurts a lot. I have surgery in 13 days. Should I hold off on smoking for now?

I have chiari malformation and it seams that all the symptoms come and go like most have but still come back after a few days. But I've been seeing shadows at the corner of my eyes and keep seeing these shapes (shadow like) flying past my face. I also keep hearing what sounds like people breathing but it seams to be coming from my kitchen. I also keep hearing loud bangs in the kitchen every once in a while that no one else can hear. I looked up if this is a symptom of what I have. It said that chiari malformation can cause psychotic episodes but not exactly saying anything about hallucinations. Does anyone know if it's a symptom??

So I've been diagnosed with chiari malformation. I basically have all the symptoms.. I have awful vertigo, I cant walk that good, I cant lift anything with my left arm, I have constant headaches, I have about 3-5 panic attacks each day completely random. My mom thinks I shouldn't go to work OR even be left alone until I have surgery for this which will most likely be in about a month. It gets worse each day. As I'm typing this I'm having chest pains..... I don't know if my boss will let me take off. I'm 18 if that matters.

I literally feel that I wont wake up from the anesthetic. I have chiari malformation 1 which is when the bottom of the brain hangs through my skull into the spinal cord causing spinal fluid to build up and not get to the left half of my body. I've been having really bad panic attacks countless times each day. I know my body, and I KNOW that I will not make it through the surgery!!! The problem is, if I dont get this fixed, it will someday cripple me and probably kill me. So I feel like I have no choice but to try the surgery but omg I cant think right. I think I'm going to die!!!