Thomas

I heard that finger lengths can portray different things about you. But i couldn't find anything for if both your ring and index finger were the same length.

What could them being the same length mean?

So I have a bit of trouble telling emotions. if someone goes quiet during a conversation, my brain gets really confused, and doesn't know why they suddenly went quiet.

I usually end up asking them if they are ok a lot, which ends up making them annoyed.

I get VERY fixated on hobbies and interests. These usually last a few months to a few years. I will want to find out everything about said hobby even if i don't need to if i wanted to enjoy the hobby itself.

My current obsession has been computers for the past 2 years. And each day i will spend around 2-6 hours at least, looking at computer related things.

I often get confused by a few social cues. Like i can't really tell when I've started to make a conversation one sided. I also have trouble noticing how loud or what tone of voice i use.

I often talk so loud that i am basically yelling, and i won't notice until someone points it out. I often am told that i sound monotone or depressed even if i'm fine.

I also like to know the exact times things are going to happen in my day. Like my mum might say that we are gonna go out later that day, and my brain instantly needs to know the exact time we will be leaving, arriving etc.

I often can't tell if people are being sarcastic either, unless they are VERY obviously being sarcastic.

I also have bad hand writing, i am often told it looks like the hand writing of a 7-9 year old even though i am almost 16.

So knowing all this, is it likely i have some form of Aspergers?

So I know singers like lady gaga, beyonce etc have a whole team of people that produce the music and edit it, but you say it was made by a single artist.

It seems like only 5-10 or so years ago there were lots of popular bands like cold play and maroon five, black eyed peas that released music as a group.

So why is that most top 10 songs recently are made by single artists and not bands?

EVERYDAY ROUTINE:

30-40 half push ups

1 minute of side planking on both sides.

1 minute of elbow planking.

along with general walking to the shops etc, I live on a hill.

1-2 times a week I will go for a 30-40 minute walk around my hill neighborhood.

And eating 1500-2000 calories a day, those online calculators say I should be eating around 2500-3000 a day to maintain my current weight.

Will this make me lose weight and maybe build muscle?

This is what my friend told me.

So I've been going through some tough sh*t in the past year with my dad leaving me and haveing an volatile home environment and I want to know If I have depression.

NO I Am Not Doing THIS for ATTENTION!

How can I talk to someone that specializes in this stuff for free and without my family knowing? I thought of talking to my school councilor, but wont they just tell my parents straight away?

my dad has decided to desert us and move away, my mum lashes out at us when she is stressed, my older brother disrespects us and is addicted to weed, my friends aren't interested at all with anything I like. I'm overweight and unfit and suffer from panic attacks often.

Due to this I am not in a happy state right now, I've heard that writing poetry about your problems can help with making me feel better.

Is this true?

So when I was younger i had good eye sight, no need for glasses. but in the past 1-2 years i've had to get glasses since my vision has become short sighted.

The optometrist said I had some sort of eye problem that causes my vision to get worse as I grow / get older. My mum has it as well and her eyes stopped getting worse around 18-20.

From what I remember the optometrist also said that it was something to do with the eyes not adjusting or being used to growing?

Does anyone know what i have?