Heba

i used to sing, and my voice was okay. i could do higher notes, i think i was contra alto. but i started to work as an english teacher in a school. this school is most of the worst school ever, all the students are violent and just bad. so i shouted at them so much, that i lost my voice many times. after i got my voice back it became lower than usual!! when i try to go higher it cracks !!! i kinda sound like a guy ?? is this natural?? and if it is not what should i do??? please help me, i dont want to lose my voice. i really love to sing, and i am trying to stop the shouting or quit the job!!

i mean its kinda of a stupid question. why did u forget??, why do people ask me if i forgot something. would the answer be clear!!. isnt it only human to forget???, why do people asking me why???

i met a guy 5 years ago, who i fell in love with. he likes me but as a friend, so i didn't say anything and i didnt tell him how i feel. i accepted the fact, and became friends, good friends.

last year he introduced me to his sister (she used to live out of town), so i took advantage of her, to make her brother fall in love with me. i didnt play any tricks or anything, i just treated her like a sister of mine, and helped her with everything, and i told her that am in love with her brother, she was happy about that, and said that she will help, but all she had done was embarrass me, and took advantage of me, and my plan backfired at me.

the thing here is that she is a very stupid person, and so talkative, i made her love me so much that she relies on me with everything, she became attached to me and i am really sick of her.

she is completely helpless, and cant do anything on her own, and keeps bugging me with stupid things, and never stops talking about really silly things, and includes me in every ugly situation she gets in.

so i made a decision to stop talking to her, and i had to travel for work so i changed my number, and didnt give her nor her brother my new number. i feel so guilty, that have hurt her, made her love me and then walked away, and then tried to use her. and i feel really sad that i wont talk to him again, and i know that he will forget about me without even feeling slightly sad, and i kno that he is not thinking of me the same way i do to him.

what should i do? should i give her my new number, suck it up. or is it hopeless, should i get over him?. am i a bad person?

i don't stay really close from the TV, and i don't use my computer for too long. Plus i get enough of sleep, and my eyes are always red as if i am tired or haven't slept in a long time, should i go ask a doctor, or i can simply cure it at home???

thaaaax ^_^

i really love cartoons and anime of course, i live in Egypt and i would like to take part in voice acting, if anyone knows what to do?, where to go?, or what to study ?, pleaaaase tell me :D, thaaaax