Frankie

I'm trying to build a city, and whenever I add a bunch of building blocks, others I've already built keep disappearing! Why is this?

Whenever I'm around people I don't like, I spell with British spelling, and say things with the british prounounciation. I do it, to feel different from them. It kind of helps, but is it weird?

So I'm stressed the hell out. I missed a week of school last month, because of a death in my family, and because of that, my grades dropped dramatically. I'm 80 credits behind, because my freshman year got screwed up, and me graduating is slowly turning into not being a possibility. I'm getting real stressed, because I'm turning 18 in June, and have to find a job. I have aspergers. My verbal skills are **** most of the time. Who would hire someone with shitty verbal skills? My teachers are making me feel like I'm not good enough, kids are mad at me, because I'm hispanic, and am not fluent in Spanish, I get laughed at by them for being white washed, I'm sexually frustrated, and keep argueing with my mother. I'm getting red cysts on my arms, and am getting a lot more headaches than usual. I'm getting very angry at people, and I want to bash my head into a wall until it bleeds.

I've never heard of it.

Okay. So I'm a junior applyingb for scholarships, and i am going the juniour college route(don't really have a choice on that). So should I apply to community colleges instead of universites? And also, what is Bay Area Mobile Management? Because there's an application for that, and I think I might take it. I also have asperger's. So would working there, be a good idea for someone with asperger's?

Okay, so two years ago, I had this dream and I was in NYC, and it was being overran by prototype-like monsters, so I jump through a window into a sports shop, and randomly start looting. This part of the dream is real vivid. So, I'm looting, and then, the window I came though, turns into a door, and this really, really hot guy walks through, and I just freeze. I've felt something I've never felt before, like, it was an instant attraction kind of thing. Every feeling, related to attraction, love(even though that sounds crazy), and anything else remotely close to positive fell over me. I saw him walk by, and then I woke up, and all I could say was omg. Someone(I don't remember who)tells me I saw my soulmate, and I believed it for a little bit, but then I got realistic, and snapped myslef out of it. So now, recently, I was on youtube, looking at random coming out videos, and I happened to click on a random coming out video, and I SAW HIM, the same dude from my dream, and the feeling came over me again. And the day before this happened, I closed my eyes, and started to sleep, and I saw this door swing open, and someone was standing in the doorway. He looked like an old man? There was a blue light too.

So I was on my animal crossing game l, and was talking to a girl from Australia. We were talking and she started complaining about her parents. It lead to her telling me that her dad beat her with a coat hanger, and that she goes to school with bruises on her. I'm in the usa, she's in australia. Is there any way I can e-mail the adelaide CPS??

Okay, so I was in my 6th period, and lately, I've been looking at this guy, cause he's kinda cute and such, and I live my lips at him when he isn't looking. But toda, he saw me lookin at him and saw me licking my lips at him, so he tells me to move so he can sit next to me. So he sits next to me, then like, 2 seconds later, he gets up nd move to another seat?? Btw, when he sat down, he called me good-looking! He's straight(supposedly), which is why I'm so confused. Guys have played with game with me before when I used to live in ohio(I live in Cali now)and they'd trick me like this. What should I do?!?!?!????!!

Okay. So in school, I was passing some guy, and our asses brushed against each other. I liked it, and did it to him again, and then he turns around, and instead of the usual wtf ****** response I get, he's nice to me?! Wtf? I was really confused, but talked to him anyways, and our convo was nice. But, why didn't he call me a fag, or tell me off like other guys would do??

Okay. So in school, I was passing some guy, and our asses brushed against each other. I liked it, and did it to him again, and then he turns around, and instead of the usual wtf ****** response I get, he's nice to me?! Wtf? I was really confused, but talked to him anyways, and our convo was nice. But, why didn't he call me a fag, or tell me off like other guys would do??

Okay. So I'm losing my mind. I feel like school is tearing me apart. Or maybe it's something else. I don't know. But I'm forgetting things I don't usually forget. Sometimes I don't make sense, and can't even speak in a straight sentence. They come out as fragments sometimes. My mind is slipping away and running off to 1000000 places. I'm forgetting things that I used to be good at, like how to spell some words, and some things I was good at in math. I find myself wandering through the school hall with my backpack wide open. I don't remember things from last night, last week, ugh...what is going on with me??

So, my brother decided to get baptized. He needs swim trunks and such to do so, and he can't find his swim trunks. I think I got mad and burned them. So now he wants to be baptized naked. Help me convince him not to?!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I'm gonna get a job at Safeway, then, am gonna move to Visalia CA with my two friends after I graduate. But, there's no Safeway stores in Visalia, or Fresno, or Bakersfield. They all have Von's. So, would I be able to transfer from Safeway, to Von's, even though they're totally different stores? Or should I do my plan B, and move to the bay area, where there's tons of them?

So, my two friends and I, have made the desision to move into our own apartment in Visalia CA. They all are able to transfer jobs down towards there. Me, on the other hand, am about to get a job at Safeway. And there all in Fresno. So my question is, will this commute be a pain in my ***? And will it be worse if I'll be commuting in an '04 Honda accord coupé?

Help?!!! Okay, so I'm 17 and am about to get a job, and after I graduate, I'm gonna move down south near Fresno with two of my friends. And I'm scared. Cause I don't know what's gonna happen. My teacher at school, my special Ed one, makes life sound insanely depressing, and makes it sound like hell. She makes it sound like, if I do as little as breathe wrong, I'm gonna get fired from my job, and be a homeless bum. She also makes it seem like if you don't go to college and be a teacher, you'll be a failure. Of course though, my teacher says she doesn't say that, but actions speak louder than words. Also, the "advice" she gives, is either her saying that she's the teacher and she can do, and talk to us how she wants, or she gives us a coached response that comes from a book. Nothing genuine. Or from the heart, or from experience. I need to hear at least something positive about life. I need to hear someone say that making mistakes are okay, even if their big. I need to hear someone say it's okay. SOMEONE PLEAAASEEEEEE GIVE ME ADVICE AND SUCH.

Ones that are like 28 days later, or the devils playground?