Courtney Blanchard

I am 16 years old and suffering from major depression, i've had it for as long as i can remember but lately it seems to be getting worse. In about January/December I had to switch meds because the insurance company has stopped paying for them, they cost A LOT of money and there is no generic form. So i got a new med and it seemed to be working fine for awhile, until recently that is. I now feel extremely alone and i seem to be on the verge of tears every waking moment. I even go to Cranbrook (for a summer art program) and am doing things i love, yet even that seems to feel more like a chore than a pleasure...

Please! I need help!

like theres different people, but they are still me. they're like different personalites but im still aware of them. most of them stay in my head. they are, the asshole, the motherly one, the pissed off one, and the regretful one.

but i have 3 distinct personalities that i show, which are; the serious one, the stupid/fun loving one, and the normal one.

i know this sounds crazy but i also didnt explain it very well. i suck at this kind of thing...

i also have Depression, Paranoia, and ADD, if that means anything...

please help!

I'm looking for something like the ones you find at hot topic. kind of childish but still teen looking.

i had a panda one last year and want something like that. (with like arms and legs and ears).

thank you so much for your help!

He got me one like 4 years ago but it recently broke. all im asking for is a new one, it doesn't have to be really nice or anything just a decent one for maybe $70. my moms all for it but she wont stand up to my father (he's got some MAJOR anger issues). He's also REALLY cheap, like this year i got my first cell phone (im a freshmen) and its this LG Cosmos which is nothing special and i didnt mind except for the fact that he got my mom the same one. in the same color. than he took away my texting cuz i went over 100.... sorry this has kinda turned into a story. please be nice! i know i sound like a brat, but this is the first thing i've REALLY wanted.... photography is like my passion.

Me and my friend couldn't remember ha.

other than the basic cheese, meats, and veggies.

lately I've been obsessed with coffee. cant get enough of the stuff and I'm running out of money.

is there any cheap replacement to break my coffee addiction?

I'm 14 years old and have lived in the same house my whole life. i feel like I'm trapped here and i really hate it. i keep bringing up to my parents of how depressed i am here and how it is making things really miserable for me but they just yell at me and tell me that I'm being a drama queen. but i honestly hate it here. we've vacationed to Chicago New York City and a few other cities like that and I was so much happier. how do i convince my parents to move to a place like that?