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Im not even sure where to begin. Okay. so there was a guy(He was very flirty), I really liked him a lot. And I thought he felt the same, but Im younger then him. By 8 or 9 years. He was in the army and said we could meet, but ditched me twice when his leave rolled around. I was hurt and frustrated but I still kept my faith that I would get my chance. At one point I guess I had a mini break down and asked him why he kept leading me on, he promised he wasn't and said he would give me my chance. I waited and waited while he dated girl after girl. Finally I had enough and said goodbye, months passed and he didn't reply to that goodbye. I felt free in a way, my mind wasn't as cluttered and I started to notice how guys reacted (So many stares and smiles. It made me feel pretty). And then he starts to talk to me, he messaged me on yahoo with nothing more then a stupid smiley. I got upset and told him I was just starting to get better, he said fine and that he would go away. I felt like I was already back to my addiction to him, and I told him not to go. It felt like I was thrown back into the hurt, he wouldn't talk to me for months and if he did talk to me it was only because he couldn't sleep, when I complained he called me a *****. I said goodbye again and broke off all contact with him, but I don't feel as free. My mind is still cluttered and I sleep just to avoid thinking about him because I just end up being very bitter and crying a lot. I want to just start talking to him and demanding answers but Im afraid it will just end up in more hurt. I still get butterfly's when I think about him. What should I do? How can I stop the pain? Was he wrong or was I? Thank you for reading this very long question, I just don't know what to do.~~~Only serious answers please. Thanks~~~

I went to creepychristmas .net And I tried to watch the short film by Voltaire and it didnt work. All that keeps appearing is a white video screen thing and no sound or picture. I really want to see it so does anyone know another website I can see it or how to fix this problem? Thank you for reading my Question. ~Only Helpful/Serious answers!~

Im only 13 so I don't understand why Im having such bad pains in my knees. Sometimes its just one knee, but it hurts so badly. It doesn't feel like growing pains, these pains are much worse. It feels like my knees are on fire from the inside, If I move the pain gets so bad I can barely manage to walk. Whats going on with me? Does anyone know? Thank you for reading my question. ~Only serious answers please.~

I have a few dolls and they're cloth is ripping, they're faces are dirty, they're hair are messy. Basically they're a mess and I want to save them. Does anyone have any websites or ways to fix these problems? Thanks!

~READ FIRST~ Does the Gay community (Im not saying everyone) DIslike or even hate churches Because in the bible it says that Gays will burn in hell? I've lost many Gay friends because Im a christan, Just because I don't agree with they're lifestyle. Its not like while we were friends I gave them a hard time about it. Why does the world not care if a Church goer gets beat up and made fun because I don't believe gay marriage is right? Its not like I go running through the streets screaming for gays to be killed. So why does this happen? Does the gay community Dislike the church community? ~Thank you very much for reading. Please be respectful to others when posting your answer.~

Lately I've been thinking about being Sexual with another girl. Im panicing, I don't know how to get rid of them. I feel awkward, Like I don't belong or something. How do I stop thinking these thoughts? Im a christan I shouldn't be thinking this way. Help? please? Anyone?

I live in watertown connecticut. Can anyone give me a website? ~~Please only serious answers~~ thanks!

I cant decided on what to get for my first dollfie

this one

http://www.volksusa.com/2227be0002.html

or this one

http://junkyspot.com/obindex.html the first doll you see on the "bobobie" page.

Are the eyes hard to get in the volks one?

what do you think?

Every night, I've been having dreams where I die (or Im going to be hurt). But before I die I wake up and then fall back into another dream where I die and it goes on over and over. Im afraid to sleep and when I do sleep it feels like I barely slept at all. I want it to stop, Does anyone know how I can stop it or at least what it means? ~~Please only serious answers~~

So I finally get the basement but we have a wood burning stove, so its very dirty. I need a good way to clean off the walls so I can make my new hang out all pretty. thanks!

okay. so theres a group of friends having a going away party for another friend in new york, the friend there throwing the party for is going to japan. But the whole movie is just one of the party goers with a camera, so one thing leads to another and they go on the roof (I think) and the Empire state building is hit with a ball of flames from the sky. they run downstairs into the streets and try to figure out what happened. Then the statue of liberty's head crashes into the street next to them. so they decided they need to run for it, they run to a bridge and try to cross it and the group of party goers get split up into small groups, the one person going to japan sees his brother trying to get to them and his girlfriend but the bridge is hit by something and falls. Thats all I really remember its a recent movie too, its about a year or two old I believe. Thanks for reading this ^_^"

I reallyy like the show, but Its always on late. why did nick remove it? Its such a good show. D= are they planning on airing any more new seasons?

Im getting soo worried Im going to have to cut it and i have really long hair, I've never cut it. I trimmed it once and I cried (that was 7 years ago) and I don't wanna cut it, What is the best way to fix it? (By the way, Im 13 so I dont use any hair dryers or stuff like that)

I want to make these http://bakerella.blogspot.com/2008/04/make-your-cu... but I dont know if I could find them in the local stores. Could I replace the chocolate bark with something else that would work just as good?

Im thinking of going in my lolita best (If you want to know what lolita is e-mail me dont ask here plz) But Im worried it would get ruined, so are they insanity crazy or controled enough to wear a frilly dress and petticoat?

I went to a concert and Gerard said to us that they were taking a year and a half break before touring again. I heard 09 but that doesn't sound right, I'm so confused I just want to know when!! ~~Please no hater comments on My chemical romance. If you dont have the answer for my question then please do not answer~~

Everytime I see something on it on tv I nearly cry, I'm 13 but I dont know what to do to help. I hate this "Sport" so much it makes me angry that they think this is okay! ~~Serious answers only. I DO NOT want any comments about how america is this and that. This question is simply asking how to help stop it~~

My boyfriends dog got a hold of his shirts, I thought i'd be helpful and look for some online. Please no one say ebay, I already know ebay's existence. If anyone can link me to some online stores that would be great! thanks!

~~Please only serious answers~~ I'm looking for a support site of some sort for couples..I dont know any term for this one but, A couple such as a young lady and an older man? I know they have some wacky support sites out there I wanna see if any exist for this one. ~~~No stupid answers please. thank you~~~

Now, If someone you knew or even yourself fell in love with someone much older then you or younger What would you do? If you found out someone you knew was in dating someone older (Or younger) would you report them to the police? If you fell in love with Someone older (or younger) then you would you ignore your feelings (or stop talking to that person). I think age is just a number and shouldn't be used in Judgment of the person, I'm not saying that people who kidnap and rape children Should go un-punised. I would love to hear what you have to say, Please only serious answers. thanks!