Kylie

I have to go with my college class to watch and listen to a criminal case. My professor instructed us to wear semi-formal clothes. Not sure what I can wear, as I live my life as a female, and have for quite some time.

I'm 33, still a virgin, always have been single, I'm too ugly for anyone to want, I have no friends, nobody that loves me for who I am, my family claims they love me but they truly don't cause they judge me for everything I do. I find myself thinking about death a lot lately, I'm not suicidal, I don't have the balls to take my own life, but I just wish I would never wake up once day, and I hope it happens really soon. I think everyone wouldn't care at all if I lived or not. They'd all be better off without me. I'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm worthless, can't get anything right, and just a useless no good pile of garbage just taking up space.

My friend's house burnt down, and the firefighters told her that things like dishes and utensils, even though weren't damaged, should be thrown away because they absorbed the carcinogens from the fire. Is this true? If we were to just wash them real good in bleach and water solution, would they be safe? She lost everything, so we're trying to save as much as we possibly can.

She had me save a bunch of photos from her facebook onto her flash drive, because she doesn't have a computer. She had some photos on the flash drive that I took and saved to my own flash drive. Some of them were bikini pictures, and one topless photo. I told her to just erase those and give me back my flash drives and SD cards. Only one flash drive contains those photos of her, but she took all my SD cards and flash drives without me knowing so she could look at all of them. She says if I want them back I have to give her $1000, cause she needs to get a car, or she's pressing charges.

My best friend has ovarian cancer,and I got into a huge fight with her,she said some things to me,and I told her I hoped she died from the cancer she has.She then says that she got a call from the doctor today saying she IS dying from it.I asked how long she has,and she said they don't know yet,but they said she's not gonna survive it.I feel awful! I am never gonna forgive myself.This is not the 1st time we have had a fight like this.She said our friendship is done because of what I said,and that I called the cops on her boyfriend because he threatened me after I said that to her.What can I do? Should I just give her time to cool down and wait for her to call me?

My friend,let's call her Mary, just doesn't want to be here anymore,she lost her kids to her sister,because of trouble she was in a few years ago,and the courts wont grant her the kids back,she's tired of financial trouble,tired of her body hurting,tired of hurting emotionally.So the other day Mary took a knife to the main artery in her leg and wrist.She didn't succeed,amazingly she survived it. I've tried to tell her to get help,but she said talking to a shrink won't help her,medication doesn't help her,plus she takes other medication that would clash with antidepressants. She obviously needs help,and something has to be done.I just don't know how to help her. I'm not a professional,I've never been in her place because I don't have kids.Mary said if her sister would just let her see her kids or have them back,she would be fine. She wont even Mary see the kids. She said shes going crazy without her kids. I am really worried about Mary.I took away all her knives and razors. Mary's other sister and mother knows about what happened,and they're mad at her for it,instead on being mad Mary,they need to help her.

It seems like when I go to a bar,the same drinks I make at home taste better at the bar.Is it something they put in them to make you keep wanting more so you buy more,or is it just the atmosphere?

My grandfather died and my family is having a mass for him, but I don't go to church, I hate church, I think religion is just a big joke, there is no God. I'm debating weather I should just not go.

I know some ppl including myself, when I get undressed in the fitting room I take my socks off too. Especially if I'm trying on a dress, bathing suits or underwear.

My friend has a bad heart condition, and her doctor told her that her heart only has a 3-5 years left. She also has seizures, arthritis, and lupus. I'm dreading the day I get the call that she has passed on. She's only 32 years old. She's my best friend, and when I got this news I couldn't stop crying. :'( I'm trying to spend as much time as I can with her, while I can. I never know when she will be gone. I will even consider killing myself so I can go with her. I'm not sure if I could go on without her. She's on the list for a new heart, but by the time her name gets to the top, it might be too late. They don't think her heart will last that long. :'( :'(