lucy

When I done my first pregnancy test the line was very faint and that was about 3 days before my period was due but it was a positive had a scan and doctor seen a tiny sac and a tinier blob , blood test showed my hcg was very high for so early on , a few days later I had more blood tests and my hormone level went donwn but was still very high for early days but obviously a miscarriage , another few days later hospital checked my wee and test still positive and now I have done one today , 8 days later and it came up crystal clear within a second that the test is very much still positive ? My first test took me about 15 minutes to finally see a faint line , I am so confused

I have been a few places But by car but not very far , I have just started a new relationship for about 4 months now An he has asked me to go away with him for 2 Nights we will be goin by teatime an it s about 4 hours away , I really want to go cause it means that we can spend that time together but I am feelin really anxious about it , I will also be bringin my little girl with us as I couldn t leave her over night An with goin that far , I have known this guy for a long time An he knows my other kids , cause he is friends with my ex lol I know awkwar , I don t want my anxiety to rule me like it has but I am so scared ?

My anxiety has been really bad lately So the doctor gave me some diazepam to help Calm me abit , girls want a Xmas night out next week End an I really want to go as haven t been out of the house much this past week or more An think it would do me gd BUT cause of my anxiety I am not sure if I will be able to go , especially if I don t take my tabs , but if I take my tabs then I can t drink alcohol ? So what could I drink to kind of hyp me abit but with out bein drunk but to have a Gd time if u get me , the tabs kind of make me feel gd , I had a weeks supply of 2 mg An now I have another eeeks supply of 5 mg but that is 3 a day , so 15 mg in all per day now

Had blood tests the other day to check every thin cause I haven't been feelin right for a while now but I do get anxiety bad , it goes up & down & has been gd lately up untill last week when I came over all funny in my local supermarket I had eatin a cooked breakfast then with in about 15 mins I started to feel all funny like the blood drained from My face it was horrible , my partner said that I went really pale even my lips , my heart started poundin 'I thought it was a panic attack as was similar ' but doc said after that ,it sounds like I had a faint cause my blood pressure dropped , then he asked me if I wanted tests done I said yes , i was so anxious An scared an had a panic attack in the doctors while havin the tests but I am so glad I had them done now , ECG is fine they said but heart rate fast but put it down to my anxiety which I could agree with , then Blood tests came back ok But my folic acid Is abit low , I had a feelin that some thin was goin To show up but didn't think it would be that , does it mean that I am anemic then ? I have been havin a lot of bad head aches lately An bad migraines fast heart rate palpatations tierd weak dizzy light headed thought it was my anxiety ? Is it serious with it bein abit low ? Or is it ok ? Just need tabs ? Please help as I now feel better that I know But Also feel more anxious now

My baba has just gone 1 year old so is on solids too etc want to be able to have a few drinks but in a safe way , how many drinks could I have ? An how Long would it stay in my milk For ? It will be my first alcoholic drink In about 2 an a half years so will probz be a light weight Too , also any tips , I know I need to drink water Between Every alcoholic Drink , Is that right ? Thank u

Ok so I kept havin lots of dreams that my boyfriend cheated on me an last night I think for the First time I had a dream that he had the Chance to cheat in many dream but he said no an he didn't want to where usually he would of just gone an done it with out a care in the world ? Why am I havin these dreams ? An why the sudden change ?

He felt left out but why not talk to me ? Ego boost ? It meant nothin it was just sex , it was more than one woman , it was a few one nighters but then started seein one of them , they were all slutty an trashy lookin with no self respect , the one he was seein believed that they was so in love an they had all the future planned they had known each other a few weeks , she told me a lot of thins that didn't add up then lied About bein pregnant by him as soon as she knew about me , she said he spoke about some one an said it was his ex wife but every thin he told her was about me , all gd stuff 'He had an ex wife' we have been together over 4 years an only last year he asked me to marry him , don't get me wrong I have suffered bad with anxiety before I was pregnant an durin an he always said that he missed the old me an wanted me back

He always acts hard like he isn t afraid of anyone but will not go out on the town without his mates , he is quite intelligent but thinks he knows every thing and doesn t like being wrong and loves to put others down ? He has issue s right

Ok so we had random sex this after noon he seemed like he was really enjoying it and I thought he had *** as he done what he usually does when he is really enjoying it and is about to *** I was really enjoying it too and I asked him have you *** ? Because I wasn't sure and he had stopped and he said yes then I checked and there was nothing there , I said you didn't *** did u and he said yes I did , but he couldn't of because mo would of seen it and felt it but was nothing , made me feel really sad and I don't know why that happened because the other day we had sex and he *** with in minutes the only difference was we done foreplay first and I dressed up sexy the other day

We have Had issues with each other and have been argueing but have been ok and getting past it all he was only talking about Xmas and the future the other day but all of a sudden he has gone really strange and doesn t want to talk to me when I phoned him and now I can t get through to him on his phone it is ringing once and then going to the answer phone , has he blocked me ? I am wondering but he is still msg in me on facebook and is still engaged on there to me so I am confused , he has been on whatsapp messenger but has denied being on there so I finished it but he doesn t seem to care but he said he does care very much an he loves me an will always love an that I am his life an he wouldn t risk losin me to be up to no gd chatting to some one else but the other day he was on there a lot and now he is on leave from work he is hardly on there so I am thinking is he with some one else who he has been talking to on there ? But then if he was then y is he still msg in me on facebook ? , and he said that he doesn t want people knowin that we finished and said that he was angry that I told my mate but I just needed to talk to some one and he said that I can delete him off facebook if I wanted to just incase I meet some one else cause he doesn t want me to rub his face init an he doesn t want to see any thing cause it will hurt him so I just really don t under stand

Does it keep for a certain Amount of time or will it keep untill the expiry date ? I opened it about 2-3 weeks , should I get a new one or will the one that I have got be ok to use ?

Since Saturday I have been having these tightenings on an off for a few hours and they were about 20 mins apart then last night I had them and they were getting to about 15 mins apart but they haven't stopped this time since about 9.30 last night , a few woke me up in the night but managed to go back to sleep but was waking every hour or so , some were even about 10 mins apart but now today they are about 15 mins apart again , I also had a show on Sunday , could this be the start of labour ? I did speak to the midwife last night and she said it probley is the start but it could last for days but as it has lasted about 5 days already I am just wondering and confused

I have been having tightenings since yesterday late after noon think they could be braxton hicks but have been quite in tense and painful like cramps , they was coming about 20 mins apart untill this evening when they started to get easier and wasn t coming as often but then I went for a Wee and had a show then the pains eased off but was just sitting down and felt like baby pushed down hard and I had a really sharp pain up in my vigina and it felt really strange too ? Is labour near ? I have had a fake labour before so that is why I am confused and I know some times labour doesn t start straight away when you have a show , any ideas ? Thank you in advance

Could I be in Early labour ? Was feeling ok this morning but then all of a sudden I come over all tierd and my back started hurting really heavy pain but I had been hoovering before that then I sat down and had been sitting for quite a while trying to chill then I had like this funny sensation in my back like a wave of pain but felt more like a tightening and a crampy feeling like you get in your stomach when you have braxton hicks / contractions and since then too I have been having stomach tightenings and pressure down below , could this just be my body getting ready ? Or could it be the start of labour ?

Was sitting here talking to my friend and all of a sudden I felt really hot and abit light headed sicky and started sweating I am nearly 37 weeks pregnant and haven't felt right for a few days and have been having a lot of braxton hicks or tightenings and pressure down below also a bad sharp pain in my left groin ?

I have 3 children and have had the slight but of anxiety in labour with them but this time i am more scared and nervous , I do suffer with anxiety any way and it has been quite bad lately but been having tightenings nearly all day today and have been feeling strange and sicky since last night and now today so anxious , fast heart rate weak abit dizzy and tierd but not sleeping good either , any advice please ? And how to manage the anxiety ? I do have my books and cd's for relaxation but I just can't seem to calm down and I must

I am nearly 37 weeks and for the last few days I have been nesting and should be taking it easy but just need to clean clean clean I have over done it though as I hurt my self and resulted in having scatica in my leg and very painful but now tonight I was sitting down resting and I come over all funny and feel really sicky too , haven't been sleeping good either for the last few weeks but been worse this last week or so also had a cold , sore throat and still got a cough , haven't been ill in my pregnancy up untill about 2 weeks ago , my body feels sore and achy and tonite I have also been having some pressure down below ?

I have been having more braxton hicks lately and they have been getting stronger but now tonight I am laying in bed and just started having this really strange feeling in my anus , it is hurting and feel a lot of pressure too abit like I need to poo but only different just felt the urge to wee too baby was breech 3 weeks ago so hope fully has turned , so could this be baby trying to get engaged or could it be the start of labour ?