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I Tend To Break Down Out Of Nowhere And Feel Just So Horrible. So Depressed I Just Want To Be Alone And Die. Have Nothing To Live For. Like Everyone Would Be Better Off Without Me. Suicidal Thoughts Run Through My Head Almost Daily. Been Going On For A Few Years, But Now It's Worse. Some Days I'll Be Fine Then Out Of Now Where Have A Sudden Change Of Mood And Be Angry Or Disgusted With People. I'll Curse Whenever I Feel To Whoever. I Will Punch Anything Trying To Hurt Myself. I'm Well Aware Of What I'm Doing In the Moment I Just Really Do Not Care At All. Slow People Annoy Me In My Anger And I Feel I Should Be Somewhere Other Than Where I'm Actually At (I'll Leave Out Of No Where). My Friends Tell Me I'm Not The Same Person As Before. I Don't Understand That, But It's What I'm Told. They Say Why Can't I Be The Way I Was Before.

What Is Wrong With Me?? Am I The Only One With This Problem?? It Seems Like It, And I'm Well Aware That Something Is Wrong With My Mind/Me Because When I Was Younger None Of This Was Present.

I'm 5'6" And Used To Weigh 236, Then I Stopped Eating And Only Ate 1 Meal A Day And Exercised. I Quickly Dropped Approx. 40 Pounds To 195. Again I Started Eating And Gained With No Exercise. I Was Recently 216 Pounds. I Ate 3 Healthy Meals And Exercised And Now I'm About 202. I've Decided To Eat Every 2-3 Days Now And Exercise Because I Simply Will Not Lose More Weight Stuck At 202. Will This Be Effective?

I Got My Eyebrow Pierced With A 14g Spike. Is It Alright If I Were A 16g Wich Is Smaller?

My Friend Needs His Birth Certificate, But He Was Born At His Home And Never registered At A Hospital. How Would He Go About Getting All His Proper ID? Because Right Now He Basically Doesn't Exist.

The Los Angeles Lakers Once Again Are Going To Be In The 2009 NBA Finals, As Usual (L.A.) We Have The Best Team In The NBA Right Now. Anyways My Question Is:

Who Do You Think Will Win The Series Of The

Eastern Confrence Finals?

Orlando Magic Or Clevland Cavaliers?

Whatever Team You Think Is Going To Win:

Do You Think They Will Beat L.A. For The Championship If So Or If Not Who Will Be The Winner And In How Many Games?

I Live In Los Angeles, California.

How Can I Get A Medical Marijuana License? Is It Possible To Get A Medical Marijuana License Without Seeing A Doctor? Do My Symptoms Apply?

I Have: Heart Palpitations (Weekly), Headaches (All The Time) Tylenol/Excedrin/Aspirin Do NOT Help, Insomnia (Every Night), & Back Pain.

I Live In Los Angeles, California.

How Can I Get A Medical Marijuana License? Is It Possible To Get A Medical Marijuana License Without Seeing A Doctor? Do My Symptoms Apply?

I Have: Heart Palpitations (Weekly), Headaches (All The Time) Tylenol/Excedrin/Aspirin Do NOT Help, Insomnia (Every Night), & Back Pain.

I Lift Weights 7 days A Week 100 Sets Of 10. I Do 50 Tricep Barbell (Bomber Bar) Lifts & 50 Bench Presses. I've Been Doing This For About 2 Month I Lifted Weights Before This Just Not Everyday. Now I Just Read Its Not Good And That I Should Spread The Workouts To Different Part Of the Body (Legs, Core, Legs & Butt) Then Let Muscles Rest On The Weekends.

READ!!!

Can I Lift 5 Times A Week Then Rest Muscles On Saturdays & Sundays? If So Which Areas Should I Work On. I Want To Work Out My Chest, Arms, Back, Abs, Legs, & Calfs, What Workouts Are The Best For These Body Parts? What Foods Should I Eat??? Also Trying To Lose Pounds For Better Msucle Results.

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"My Love" (Latest Song)

I Would Really Appreciate Your Comment, Advice For Inprovment.

WATCH THIS NOW!!!

FEMA'S PLAN:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeqjykY5wPk

Well, apparently the Government is expecting a half million people to die relatively soon, and the Atlanta Airport is a major airline traffic hub, probably the biggest in the country, which means Georgia is a prime base to conduct military operations and coordination. It is also the home of the CDC, the Center for Disease Control. I don't want to alarm anyone, but usually you don't buy 500,000 plastic coffins "just in case something happens," you buy them because you know something is going to happen. These air tight seal containers would be perfect to bury victims of plague or biological warfare in, wouldn't they?

WORLD WAR 3:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q06owuyTa4Q

Russia threatens the US just a few hours after Barack Obama won the Presidential race becoming the first Black President Elect. Joe Biden predicted an International Crisis less then 6 moths after Obama's victory. His expectations were met in only hours.

I Got A Crazy Idea Of A Wonder Woman Movie And I Can't Think Of Anyone To Play Her Except Mila Kunis.

Who Do You Think Should Play Her If They Make A Wonder Woman Movie???

I Got My Eyebrow Pierced December 20, 08'. (I Don't Keep Track I Just Remember It Was The Weekend Before Christmas)

I Still Clean It. Not Like When I First Got It Every 2 Hours Or Somethin Like That. It Gets Crust/Scab On The Bottom Not The Top Really, I Clean It, Has Not Got Infected, I Try Not To Move It, It Does Not Bruise, It Did Only Once.

1. Is It Healing Normal?

2. Should I Still Soak It With Sea Salt?

3. How Long Before I Can Change It?

4. Is It Difficult To Change It?

PS. Any Thing Else I Should Know (Advise)?

I Get Irritated When People Say I'm Immature/Wierd For Saying What I Believe. Take God For Instance, When People Ask Me "Do You Believe In God" I Could Actually Care Less. I Find The Person Who Believes Immature For Believing Something That's Not There Anymore (Like Santa Clause). Yeah Saint Nick Was Real But Died A Looong Time Ago. Its Not That I Don't Believe, It's More That It's Not Gonna Help Me Whether I Do Believe Or Not. So Why Do People Think I'm A Bad, Stupid, Immature Person? To Add More I Don't Believe Anyone, WHY? Because No One Ever Tells The Truth. People Think Its Another Sign Of Immaturity.

P.S. Here Is A Great Saying, Do You Agree With It?

"If You Don't Have Proof, It Doesn't Exist".

Hell Nah... 2 Pac Was The Greatest Rapper Of All Time. I Find It Insulting That They Said Biggie Was The "Greatest" Rapper Of All Time In The Trailer. If It Wasn't For Pac, Biggie Wouldn't Have A Movie. They Should Have Made A 2 Pac Movie Before A Biggie Movie, And I'm NOT Talking About A Documentary. More People Liked 2 Pac Than The Number Of People Who Liked Biggie (Fact).

I Heard There Is Going To Be A Los Angeles Stadium For An NFL Team.

What Team Will Most Likely Play There? Who Would You Like To Be The Home Team?

Do You Believe John Titor? HE Is A Guy That Claimed He Was From The Year 2036. He Said He Is On A Different Timeline Than Us. He Used To Answer Questions About The Future. Example

MANY SAY PREDICTED WORLD WAR III IS LOOMING

RUSSIA'S TIES WITH NATO DETERIORATING

Exerpts from John Titor Posts:

November 07, 2000 21:23

JT: In 2015, Russia launches a nuclear strike against the major cities in the United States (which is the "other side" of the civil war from my perspective), China and Europe.

Q:How is our worldline different from this one?

JT:For starters, the fact that I'm here makes it different. I've also noticed little things like news events that happen at different times, football games won by other teams, things like that.

I would guess the temporal divergence between this world line and my original is about 1 or 2 percent. Of course, the longer I am here, the larger that divergence becomes from my point of view.

Q: Can you explain what the purpose of time travel is on your worldline?

JT: In 2036, a great deal of effort is going into "repairing" our environment. I was sent to 1975 to get a computer system and take it back to 2036. Time travel is not a secret in 2036 and I expect it will become more common.

QWhy is time travel used?

JT: Right now, its used to get information or "items" that would be helpful in getting a post WWIII world back to a normal condition. There are 7 other time travelers in my unit.

Q: Is there some sort of new world government in place by 2011?

JT: On my world line in 2011, the United States is in the middle of a civil war that has dramatic effects on most of the other Western governments.

Q: When you first started posting online, did anyone believe you?

JT: I don't know if anyone believes me now. But you must realize that I don't expect anyone to believe me or does it affect me one way or the other. I enjoy these conversations too. What would you expect a time traveler to say or do in your time?

Q: Do you still have an American flag? What does it look like in 2036?

JT: Yes, we still have the flag. There is a debate about changing it from 50 stars to 5.

Q: Where is the new US capitol?

JT: The new US capitol is in Omaha Nebraska.

Q: How many States are there?

JT: The states, as you know them, still exist but their political power has been combined with other states around them. There are now 5 major geopolitical areas in the United States.

Q: Do you remember any poetry after 2001 in your past?

JT: A Soldier's Winter

The day before it wasn't snowing.

The trees are strangers, leering, disapproving in the ash of winter ..my

world, my life, my wandering path.

I pray God's eyes may once again gaze upon me and remind me that I am still

His child.

I only (think) I remember the first line but the last one I remember. It has quite a few more lines that I don't remember. It is rumored this was written first as a letter by a soldier. After he died it was added to and edited by others. In my opinion, it has become a symbol for the collective guilt my parents' generation feels for what became of the world.

If Possible Could You Tell Me An Exact Or Estimate Of How Much They Are Worth If I Sold Them?

Here They Are:

Upper Deck (93' - 94')

Dennis Rodman

Upper Deck (93' - 94') - Season Leaders (Rookie Of The Year)

Shaquille O'Neal

Topps Stadium Club - (92' - 93') - Frequent Flyers

Michael Jordan

Upper Deck (19' - 94') - Collector's Choice - Rookie Class (Baseball)

Michael Jordan

Upper deck (93' - 94') - NBA Signature Moves - Finger Roll

James Worthy

what is the song playing in the backround while showing Dj Pauls (Member Of 3-6 Mafia) BLACK ROLLS ROYCE ? I've been searching for years for the song. Does anyone know the song name or who its by/what cd its on or advise on how to find it???