XuanXuan

She is quiet ,introvert 

She hate noisy places

She can't keep secret

She care what other people think

She is sensitive to critiscm

She love reading books

She like movies that what befalls on cat or horse etc 

She has consdierate side but temper

She  is  very kind but if you offended her she won't forgive you 

She will ignore you she is tough and strong

She is NOT a softie

She has noisy side if you ask her keep quiet she will not listen

She is indepedent ,conversatitive

she is very smart too 

I am curious if

Alicia always talk about Belinda

she is Belinda actually

I can tell he is trying to provoke to make me angry but then act like I'm the evil one

and he just keep picking on everything I said

but I know what he is trying to do so I ignore

and he become worst even said me as a narcasstic ,low iq ,delunsional,s.l.u..t and etc

but I not replying this person am I right to do this

She is introvert ,quiet

She is trusting ,naivie

She is protective of weaker people

She can be fierce if you bully her love one

She is sensitive

She has soft voice

She like singing ,dancing ,baking

She hates bullies

She has Low IQ like me too

She can be playful when know closer

She has no tlerance for self righteous and liars

She love cats ,rabbit ,lamb,dolphin

She fear of dogs

She hates bull

She will defend the one she love

She is not afraid to get her hand dirty

She is introvert

She is very trusting towoards others

She is very forgiving

She is simple and kind hearted

She is caring

She like to help old folks home

She easily get cheated by bad guys

She is elusive ,incostitent

She is very humble

She has a nice voice but in polite way but not that femmine

do good guys behave like this ?

I'm curious

I'm trying to sleep early but I can't sleep I keep moving right to left even I'm tired but I just can't sleep

what wrong with me is this insomia ?

I'm trying to sleep early but I can't sleep I keep moving right to left even I'm tired but I just can't sleep

what wrong with me is this insomia ?

First impression

people will think he is gentle ,kind ,helpful ,pitful

but he actually toy mental illness girl feeling and smear her reputation aand once bored start calling her ugly and fat

and crazy

and he also pretend to be pitful and will always accuse others and like to lie

and he will think every girl will fall for him

and like to lie don't know which want he said is truth and push blame to others never admit his mistake

when you are nice to him you will think you are intrested .

he can be a romantic person but I won't be ablee to trust him

Sun Aquarius in 12

Moon Scorpio in 10

Mercucy Aquarius in 1 near 2

Venus Capricorn in 12

Mars Aquarius in 1

Jupiter Libra in 8

Saturn Libra in 8

Urauns Scorpio in 10

Neptune Saggitarius in 11

Pluto Libra in 9

Asscedant Aquarius

Midheaven Scorpio

Sun Trine Jupiter

Sun Trine Saturn

Moon Sextile Venus

Moon Square Mars

Mercucy Conjuct Mars

Mercucy Sextile Neptune

Mercucy Square Urauns

Mercucy Trine Pltu

Venus Square Pluto

Mars Sextile Neptune

Mars Trine Pluto

Jupiter Conjuct Saturn

Jupiter Trine Asscedant

Saturn Trine Asscedant

Neptune Sextile Pluto

Once upon a time I was a Christian and I believe in God

I pray others and I pray for peace and try to repent for 20 years for years I try

but he didn't answer me

and me and my broother start quarreling a lot after I trust God

and I trust God and find out my both christian friend are just taking advantage of my learning disablity

I feel upset at the time when those beautiful actress said God love them and answer them I'm so hurt

I once even cut myself and put myself in danger I once even mix with a rapist

I went crazy I was so hurt deeply

I always blame myself

why God hate me hy God no answer me I must be evl I must be a idiot I mmust be a sinner all the negative come to me

I become so insercure and jealous

Once I was hurt and angry I calll Satan out to let him meet my idol it really happen

I was afraid he find me ugly like God but he didn't

he still smile at me is there where I get my confidence

without God I found my true friend and a married man friend who truly care about me

I also have a christian friend she is very simple ,kind and she fall for a bad guy and she went to mental hopsital because of him

there is noo warning from God at all there no special force warning sign

so I totally lost my faith and hope in God

so don't pester me and preach me to trust God

the ice cream melt is melt

My is

I have lost faith after 20 years

when I trust God I only turn insercure ,worthless

I will blame myself why he don't answer me is it I'm too ugly or too evil

so those one who beautiful get the answer

andanyway whatever a God won't accept a pole dancer who attract lust if he exist

but I have no choice see my marks can't even go to ITE so only pole dancing is the way

and the main reason

I'm not pretty and if become christian can't have fun

so will be conversative,boring , and judging others like atheists ,agonstic

how will I find a bf like that 40 year old also can't find

so I rather be someone who has fun personality and can make jokes about thing unjudgemental of others accepting oof gays etc and ex jail convicts even I believe a ex convict who is rapist before deserve a chance

at least if have fun personality it can win over look like that I at least below 40 can marrige

and treat my mother in law coould even if she is atheists

and i wooo guys before but not pretty need to do that haha

which is against the bible rule so whatever

I prefer to be myself

I'm a budhist because I feel love from

I know this fourm has many atheists and christian , I am curious is there other belive in diffrent God too or Satan

etc

I need some help thanks =))

if is online what will you do

if is in real life what will you do ?

what make you think so ?

if someone fall down and laughing at her is it cruel or this person still can be kind hearted

sorry for my bad english

i have low iq

She is quiet , gentle , peaceful, shy , easy going, introvert , living in fairy tale and dreamy, accepting towards other and forgiving and give concern toward others and she is encouraging and like to help others and sweet temper and she easily blush easily touch and love to giggle and laugh and she is sacrificing in love without anything in return but she is anxious type and clumsy like to make other laugh

she love animals like rabbit , lamb , cat , dolphin she care for animals and she is sympathetic and NOT money minded

she believe everyone deserve a second chance but she always blame herself

but don't bully the person she love this part she can be fierce and she is simple minded has intellectual disablity but more kind than me and to her love is more important than money

she is okay to get her hand dirty

her hobbies. is baking, decorating ,dancing , swimming, ridding scooters

collecting shells and star and moon related thing

she is quiet, gentle, shy, passive, naive , simple, clumsy , blur , introvert, forgetful

she is an anxious person who has phobia

she has intellectual disability like me but she is more kind than me and she is NOT money minded and she believe everyone deserve a chance she dont judge other by past and she easily touch and easily laugh and giggle and she is creative

like decorating things

she love animals like cats, rabbit, lamb , dolphin

she is afraid of dogs , bee , eagle , pigeon

she is NOT afraid to get her hand dirty

she easily blush and

she love baking , dancing ; ridding scooter , swimming, skipping

she can jump until very high

she dislike egostical and liars

she will defend and protect her love one

she can fight if you bully the guy she love she is self sacrificing in love and she like to care and concern other

she is encouraging

she is insercure she lost faith in God because she think God hates her and find her ugly so she change to another religion