Sydney

I want to declutter my life, but I don't see how i can declutter my bedroom. I can't use typical minimalist ideas, because my bedroom has to also be my office, dining room, living room, among other things. Any ideas?

I go to a college prep boarding school and I have severe mental illness. I cry most days about how I'm not a good student but desperately wish I could be. But I can't actually get things done. Essays are always turned in days late, homework never gets finished, all this despite working for hours. I don't understand how I can work until I fall asleep at my desk but still not get anything done.

I'm pretty sure I'm depressed but idk what to do bc if my mother found out she'd be angry and pull me out of boarding school and i just don't know what to do i need to go on antidepressants because i'm tired and unmotivated and sad and grumpy all the time and I'm so at loss for what I need to do. my school damn near refuses to tell people they may depressed bc they dont want to have to deal with depressed people and self-harmers and stuff. gods i want to cry please just give me advice and dont be a jerk thanks

I like reading it and imagining it and masturbating, but the idea of actually doing it with someone is so repulsing

BC like, i've experienced depression and all, so don't tell me i don't know what they're going through. I just cant handle someone needing to heavily rely on me... not so much in the way of support but in the way that i don't want to have someone emotionally dependent on me. I have a friend who constantly relies on myself and her love interest, and it's getting to the point where it's bringing me down again. I don't think I would be able to handle dating someone who would need that from me, but i feel like that would be exclusive and mean. Does not wanting that make me a bad person?

I live in Michigan, but I plan on going to college in Massachusetts. If I leave the country after I turn 18, all legally, can my parents still make me come back? There are so many exceptions, such as healthcare, and I need help sorting it out. Would they be able to make me go back?

P.S., Before you say anything about how I am morally obligated to go, my mother is an alcoholic and they'rre both emotionally abusive, so keep that in mind.