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Christian: hey man wassup?

Atheist: not much dude, you?

Christian: well, you know, the usual. hey, you believe in god?

Atheist: nah, that's not really my thing.

Christian: alright, that's cool.

Atheist: what about you?

Christian: yup

Atheist: cool

Christian: hey wanna grab some burgers?

Atheist: yeah man, I'm starving

Well me and my lady want a child, but she had a horrible run-in with her step-dad when she was young, thus afraid to have intercourse. I really don't want to push her to do anything she doesn't want to do, so we decided that we would adopt an infant child.for numerous reasons, we want to raise our future adopted child as though he/she was our own and keep them from knowing that they were adopted, to an extent that we even want to name them ourselves. my only question is that can we legally do that, and how much would it cost to do so.

well, I consider myself pretty nice. Im respectful to my elders, I look down upon rude comments about others when they are not present, I do my best to not judge people by how they look, and even acknowledge my own mistakes.

But, well, sometimes,in my head, I think things that would be hurtful (physically and/or verbally) to others.and its not just when I am harassed, it could be just when Im sitting at a table in the food court.

I've tried everything from chastising myself to meditation, but it still occurs. I feel disgusted with myself for harboring such thoughts, but I simply can't stop.

Is there anything I can do to stop these ill intentful thoughts? any advice would be greatly appreciated.

so,you would-be vampires out there, do any of y'all even know the history of vampires? like how it all began.or are y'all just basing knowledge on hollywood?also do you sparkle?

I was sifting trough a few nostalgic photographs a while ago and then I got to thinking: "you ever wonder what it would be like to start your life over but with the knowledge you have now?" I guess that's kinda impossible,but just pretend for a second; what would you change? who would you have held closer to you? what could you undo?

I know I've got a bunch of stuff that I wanna change,but what about y'all? Im mostly asking this out of curiosity but what would you do if you could actually go back?

ive always liked flash games,and i play all sorts of em from first player shooters to dating sims...but lately i found that many flash games were some-what...lacking...a good ending and/or game play.being tired of whining to myself,i decided i why not make my own flash game...but there's this little obstacle in that notion....i don't know how (not even the slightest clue -_-) ive tried sites like playcrafter but...well...they to were "lacking"...so can any one tell me what to do?like if i need a certain softwere or something?

I am almost 17 years old,my hobbies are cooking,sewing,gymnastics,and gardening....and apparently (according to EVERYONE I know) I am gay...

at first I thought they were just teasing me...but lately I get the feeling that they're serious.but the thing is IM NOT GAY.I don't mean that there's anything wrong with being gay,its just that,well,Im not.

the thing is that my father died when I was young so I lived with my mother and all three of my older sisters,so Im used to doing feminine things (since I was the youngest I guess it was forced on me). I could deal with all the name-saying pretty well...but the thing that bothered me the most was when I asked this girl I had a crush on for a year and a half...her reaction was to laugh and snort uncontrollably and tell me "that's a good one!cmon ______ everyone knows your gay,you don't have a manly bone in your body" I felt mortified....it WAS true...I had never in my life felt manly....I really want to change that...but im to embarrassed to ask my guy friends about it...let alone my lady friends...Im not really trying to ask for much....just to be a little bit more "macho"...just enough so that the girls I ask out will actually take me seriously...please can any one tell me how to be more manly?

ok,so you know that song "she will be loved" by maroon 5? well my mate is kinda in that situation right now,and hes sulking a bit. so me and my lady friend want to cheer him up by taking him to the movies to see a movie with a couple of our mates to get this girl off his mind.

so any suggestions? it CAN'T be a romance.maybe something like a comedy or action or maybe even horror some thing that will get his mind of her so he wont be all (forgive me for saying this) emo and stuff.

do you agree to this?and why?

monsters:(x21)

harpie lady 1 (x3)

harpie queen (x3)

flying kamari #1 (x3)

birdface (x2)

sasuke samurai #1 (x2)

harpies pet baby dragon (x2)

harpies pet dragon (x1)

kunoichi (x2)

luster dragon (x3)

spell:(x10)

magical mallet (x1)

hevy storm (x1)

DD capsule (x1)

rising air current(x1)

malevolent nuzzler(x2)

mage power (x2)

banner of courage (x1)

harpies hunting ground (x1)

traps:(x9)

hysteric party (x2)

icarus attack (x2)

spell shield type 8 (x1)

dust tornado (x1)

sakeretsu armor (x1)

aqua chorus (x2)

plz rate,also what can i do to make it better?

SOMETHINGS JUST ABOUT TO BREAK

I WILL FIND MYSELF A PLACE

ok,so the other day i was at the mall with a few of my lady friends.this guy comes and asks one of them to borrow money cause he apparently left his wallet at home.

30 minutes later i went to the restroom for obvious reasons.

while i was there i herd an all too familiar voice.that jackass was bragging about being able to smooth away money from my friends.he had the audacity to call them words such as "whore" and "bimbo".whats worse was he said he had his wallet the whole time!

i got soo pissed i tugged him by the collar and stuffed his face on the stall!

why are there such total scumbags like that! it makes me so angry!why do they take advantage of people for "kicks"? thats just wrong!why on earth do people do that?

ok,i practice judo,kendo,mui thai,and taekwondo.my grand father died i felt horrible cause not once did i shed a tear.i was i a car accident,my left leg and right arm were broken and i had 24 stitches,i did not once cry....i saw this little girl crying at a dead cat.so i went over and helped her make a proper grave for it,when we were done she started bawling again,but then i started to tear up.

im so freaking confused why in hell was i crying! i kinda got pissed about myself for that...it just doesn't seem,me at all.why was i crying,im i going insane or something?i don't know,can someone please help me?

ok,ive had this dream for about 4 days straight now.

it always goes like this - im in field of wheat at night the moon i believe was crescent,then out of no where i see five girls dressed in black,assumed they all ranged from the ages 13 to 18(more or less).then they start to make a circle hand-in-hand singing something italian maybe?or french,or romanian or something...then i start to hear the ocean,the push and pull of the tides.then i find the five girls on a beach ON TOP of the water,i always feel kinda scared,but i find myself walking towards them going deeper and deeper in the water until im chin-deep in the water...then i wake up.

the odd part is that i remember them so vividly,but i cant figure out who those girls were...i felt like ive seen them before but it just..its kinda like when your looking at a photo of a really good friend with the face whited out and you don't remember their name.can any one please help me as to what this could mean?

ok,so theres this girl that i like,ive known her for four and a half years.we were friends at first...then i guess i fell for her...then one day i finally muster up the courage to ask her out...but sadly was rejected...a few months have passed and we became cool,we talk and hang out like nothing happened.i decided i would settle being just friends and supporting her as well as i can in what ever she does or chooses...i was happy at that...until just a few weeks ago i found out she started dating a good friend of mine...she seemed happy with him,and i knew he was a good guy and would never in his wildest dreams ever do anything to make her cry...it took me by surprise,but i decided to be happy for them and Support their relationship......but....i feel like theres a tugging sensation in my chest every time i see them,and sometimes i cry for no apparent reason...i should be glad that i know shes in good hands...but i don't know,maybe its because im too selfish,what should i do?

ok,so i had this project in my science class,so me and my friend decided to work as partners.ive known my friend for about 2 and a half years and shes like a cousin to me.then,while we were working on our project,she suddenly told me that she liked me.

i was caught off guard,and made me back up a little...i kinda panicked left in a hurry.(ya,i felt SO stupid)

it wasn't because i didn't like her(again she wa like a cousin to me),its cause im kinda crazy for this other girl that ive known for about 4 and a half years (and was told that her parents wont let her have a relationship) i explained this to my friend,and she kinda basically told me to forget about her.....but,how could i?she was the first girl i ever layed eyes on,i cried when she was sad,and overjoyed when she smiled,hell,i would take a bullet a hundred,no, a thousand times for her....but....i dont know,i realy dont want to lose my friend but my heart already belongs to someone else....what should i do?

most random one gets 10 easy points!

simple,no?

ok,yesterday my psychology teacher said that how a person would prefer to die reflects allot about who they are.athen she asked us "if you were able to chose how you die,how would you?"

....and so i ask you,how do you prefer to die?

p.s.-if your gonna say "i don't wish to think about death" or some crap like that just do both of us a favor and don't,its a hypothetical question dude,deal with it.

ok,if you get stabbed through the heart,how long do you remain alive?im just curious cause i saw this movie where this guy got stabbed through the heart and still had enough life in him to trigger a bomb by hitting a switch there by killing the bad guy...soo ya...