Lady_Kelly

I use to be a really shy girl and whenever he would try to flirt with me i didn't know how so i would shrug him off and act like i didn't even like him. he stopped talking to me a bit in grade 9 and i think he finally gave up. in grade 10 i decided i was going to do something about this crush, and he seemed like he liked me in the begining, i always caught him staring at me or my friends would but i was still a little shy. a few months passed and he finally got a girlfriend. i decided i wasn't going to like him anymore and it felt good, but now when ever i see him and his girlfriend i feel sad and a little jealous. next thing i knew we are main characters in a school play and we have a kissing scene, normally i would be pleased but things are ackward cause he already has a girlfriend. but now he kinda seems like he likes me. he picked me as a partner in drama and i am so confused because if I am getting all this attention again from him does he like me? i feel like an idoit for blowing my chance because i was too shy and i can't help but hope that they will break up, even though they have been together for a few months. I know I sound crazy i can act in front of tons of people and i seem like an outgoing person but when it somes to him i freeze up :P. any ideas about what i should do?

How do you say they are going to go for a bike ride in french? i got the first part: Ils vont aller.......... I just donno the rest.

You know I've never really thought of myself as pretty. My mother has always told me I was gorgeous and I know that parents are supposed to say this so I've never given it much thought. My friends tell me I'm pretty too and they are jealous of my face and big blue eyes. Sometimes I get embarrassed because I hate being the centre of attention. Boys are always checking out my chest and it makes me so self conscience. I can't even hide it with anything I wear. I've always developed faster then other girls and so they can get a little jealous. They don't understand how awkward it is for me. They always tell me I'm skinny and get mad at me for having such a big chest and skinny body. I hate it! I work out and do crunches every day to have such a nice body. It doesn't come easy. I can't wear anything even a little revealing because I end up looking like a ****. Other girls in my grade can wear bikinis because they are mostly flat and really skinny. Most boys at this age seem to like that kind of body better and I feel like a giant next to all the petite little blondes girls. Oh did i mention I was a brunette? Alot of people tell me to dye my hair or to wear make up. I don't want to and I like my natural color. My mom tells me I don't need make up so I only wear it to special events. And on top of all the dirty looks I get from girls boys don't seem to like me. Sure they admire my body but they won't ask me out. I don't get it. This is such a confusing age. I probably sound so vain right now, but I am also a great dancer. My specialty is belly dancing. At school dances everyone is pretty much against the wall and some girls won't dance with me. They use to until boys starting noticing and coming to dance with us. Do you think that all of this is because they are jealous? If so why won't boys like me!

I have this party to go to on Friday. She has an underground pool and hot tub and that's pretty much were everyone is going to be hanging out. I think that there is no point in going if I can't even swim! She's says that wearing tampons has to do with sex. When I asked her more about why she wouldn't let me wear one she says you can get shocked if you wear one. Is this true? How can I convince her to let me wear one?