Olivia

If so tell me what you feel and what is it you look at to feel this way :)

I am a horizon chaser and I love the earth, it has so much beauty. The sunsets, the sunrises, oceans and woods just give me a inner high...someone once told me this feeling was known as mysticism but when I looked it up I could only see connections to God and Christianity. I am not exactly an atheist but I don't think about God when I look at these sights just their beauty not somebody's creation. Can mysticism still explain my feeling or is it something else? Thankyou.

My friend started dating a guy who she only knew just a little. After dating for 8 days she told she had slept with him. I told her she was maybe going a little too fast into the relationship but she ignored me and continued to get with this guy. Unsprisingly enough after about three weeks they started arguing and annoying each other and she decided she didn't like the real him and they had nothing in common so she cut off their relationship without a complete verify and just chose to ignore him. Now she gets him begging her and him buying her expensive flowers and his friends wanting to talk to her to convince her to get back with him and she refuses to believe none of this is her fault. When I try to tell her she shouldn't of rushed in so quick like I warned her she just gets angry and starts shouting and calling me a nun (haha) and I shouldnt tell her how to live her life. Surely if she hadnt of slept with him so soon there would be nothing serious she was dropping but because she did he won't just forget it. Am I right to say she is partly to blame for this or not?

Hello I've decided I want to purchase a new camera around the price of upto £500. I photograph wildlife so it will need a good zoom and I photograph landscapes so I will need a good camera which picks up all the background and colour well unlike my current camera. Thankyou for your advise :D

I just like to hear another opinion. Are we born with a conscience? I believe cristians believe we are all born with it and it is an inner feeling of what is right or wrong by gods standards. Or..is it brought upon us by our society and teachings of what is right or wrong morally?

What makes you feel so happy you could almost be high? Not that I have ever been high. But when I learn something about life and I agree and completely understand it. When I fall in love with a scenery and see the true beauty of it..what about you?

I try to get this out of my friends but they don't seem to understand. From what I have gathered some do it but only for a short time. I have an imagined made up life. I usually think of this whole over world before I sleep and I am somebody else with lots of friends who has many talents. I always think about this other life. Do you?

For two years now I have always had 'highs and lows' I did go to see two doctors but I felt it just wasn't my thing. From what I got from them was that I suffered from depression and anxiety. Iwould say my usual state is feeling down and worthless the only time that changes is when I feel a certain high. I feel superior and stupidly intelligent that when I am back to my normal state now I would say is bollocks because I am really unintelligent. I have a philosophy class and if I feel myself i won't talk and my heart starts racing if I have to answer a question and go bright red. Other times I explain my point of view without caring and debate and not even go bright red about it?! What I can certainly say from when I feel like this is I don't care about anyone and I don't care what I do and I will not do what I should do I suppose even though this is when I feel my happiest so shouldnt I feel like doing good? I am 17 so do you suppose it could just be hormones? Thanks..

My mum always worries that I am too lonely and always says I should meet my friends more. I have one friend I have known since childhood who I see out of school maybe once or twice a weeek, a friend I see maybe once or twice a month I've known for 4 years (we go to different college's) and two more friends who I only hang around at college with, that's if I DO see them and.I would say its for the maximum of three hours. My Mum worries about me and says I am alone too much and my brother always calls me a loner and that I have no friends. I go outside for long walks and go on long runs alone because I prefer it. I only meet my friends when my depression is bad and I know I will have bad thoughts, so I take my mind of it. I am okay with how I am and like my own company, other people just annoy me easily and I feel I can only take a certain amount of time with everybody because I get sick of them. Would you consider me to be really that lonely? Does my mum have to worry as much as she does?

And if you mention anything to do with seeking depression help don't bother. I know all about it and have seen people etc. Thankyou :)

Do you imagine a whole different entire life before you sleep? Just a random question because I do and have done for nearly all my life, have been this 'other person'. Is it normal? It's very often aswell...

I hate myself, everything about me. Being specific: face, weight, body...just me. I cry for no reason at night and I lose my temper so easy at school especially with teachers. I even just walked out of class today. I'm so stupid and everyone treats me stupid too. People particularly love to say "aw bless you" when they feel sorry for me because of my stupidity. I can't sleep. For the last week I have been getting 4-6 hours of sleep a night, this is about 3am till 8 am in which I have to wake up to college which I HATE! Everyone hates me. I have approx 3 friends all in which annoy me the easiest way. I am 8/10 alone which I love being alone but at the same time hate it! How weird huh? Do you get this ? Or am I just crazy?

I really don't know where to go in life. It stresses me out so much I sometimes cry. I don't want a bad job like my mum, especially one which I hate. I have no job intrests at all! If I do get interested in one there's always a disadvantage as to why its not a good idea. My only hobbies are watching old movies, jogging (hate competitions), long walks, learning about old celebrities and constantly listening to Sinatra and other old music but where the hell will this get me?

For example: "She was EXTREMELY nice!". Not just "She was nice!". Another example is somebody saying "Those flowers are VERY beautiful!". Instead of just "Those flowers are beautiful!". Can somebody help me thank you :)

How affective is it ? For example about a foundation it says 'from 20 super blend-able shades'. What makes the word 'super' persuasive? Thankyou :)

okay so yesterday about 5pm i felt a tickling feeling in my throat so i guessed i was going to get a bad cough. About 10pm i went up to bed and was slightly coughing. I went to bed at 11:30 but could not sleep due to being SO cold. I had 4 quilts on and a thermal coat! (i get this quite often, where i cannot warm myself up). Then at 2am i woke up with a hot sweat and felt quite dizzy, i went to the bathroom and came back falling to sleep again. Then at 5am i woke up and i felt really really bad! My head had the worst headache i have ever experienced in my temples across my eyes running to the top of my forehead, i also had a queasy stomach and felt that i could of been sick whenever i moved. Literally after an hour i finally got the courage to move and go downstairs to get tablets of my grandad who was awake. He gave me 2 cyndol and i went to go get a glass of water but my whole body was just shaking i had no energy. Finally i went back to bed and after literally 5 mins i dozed of. I woke up at 8:30am and i feel really refreshed from sleeping :/ My stomach still feels abit funny and im a little shaky but i feel ive got my energy back! My throat is making my voice really low and i have again a slight tickly cough but ive had worse! So could i be getting something? Thanks :)

Hello so it started Monday I had about 6 hours sleep. Usually I have 8 but it was no biggie. Tuesday night I slept for 3 and a half hours max and although I felt drowsy I just couldnt sleep. Then on Wednesday I was at my grand and slept again for 6 hours, which I thought I would get more of because of the rough night before. Then Thursday night I was back home and its was birthday the next day so I was a little excited and slept for 4 hours. I wasn't tired until about 10 hours later in the midday but I just coulsnt nap. Even though I had nothing exciting to look forward too. :l and then last night friday night expecting to have a major lie in from little sleep week and a good day today I went to bed at 1:45am woke up at 5:45am. Why can't I sleep for as long as I used to? I sleep at my grans often and because its so comfy I even sleep for longer there eg 9 hours. Thankyou very much ! :)

I run approx 4 miles a night but what workout will give be toned albs. I don't fully want a six pack lol just a tones stomach. Thankyou :)

So I want to start waist training not too far though. I have a 27.5 inch waist and want a 26 inch waist without changing my hips etc. I was wondering if a normal fabric corset can change your waist size as much as a specific steel boned corset? Or do both make an effect?

So i take english language and im trying to find the right word. We anylise texts and there is an advert with the title 'Plane Relief'. This is a mix up of 'pain relief' but to suit its advert. I cant find the correct term of its change. Sorry if i dont make sence. Thankyou

I work in a restraunt serving food but today I'm most likely be taking orders or serving drinks.

This week I've had a really bad cough, sore throat, little sleep, stomach ache, head ache and yesterday my ears felt like they had pressure against them. Today my cough is still here and I lose my voice over it and have to keep coughing but everything else has gone. Although I do keep getting small stomach aches. I also slept a full 8 hours last night. Should I go?