O.o

I had a hormonal mood swing so intense that I thought I was so ugly and disgusting, but this morning I feel like I look totally fine again, like basically pretty.

Is it because I am not sleeping enough?

Is it because I don't feel successful, even though I am working towards goals?

Is it because my passions change every few months at random and I went from reading/writing to makeup, and I feel really stupid about it?

Like, why bother having hobbies? I never stick to anything. I'm ok at makeup & have an artistic background, but it's not like I am becoming a makeup artist? Why the heck am I improving random skills no one cares about?

My weird manic states are kind of a bummer, because I know what's coming. I'll invest everything into something I suck at and then randomly stop caring about it and go back to a different hobby.

Usually I like how i change, but I'm really upset about it this time?

Just curious actually. I don't feel bad for myself, I just keep talking to people that hurt me, and I ignored my ex's weird suicidal drunk text because my friends keep saying I should not respond to stuff like that because he's trying to manipulate me?

But also, like, wouldn't it suck of he is dead? I just want that butthole to be happy without me.

I have decent combination skin, it's pretty clear most if the time, I'm 29, but enjoy full coverage makeup, I like both matte and dewy looks, my pores are kinda big on my cheeks sometimes, but I've never used primer :V

My makeup needs to be gluten free, because I am sensitive to gluten and it'll burn the crap out of my eyes and they'll water all the makeup off. I've stuck with the same 2 brands for YEARS because of this, but I'm bored, I wanna try new things and become more familiar with makeup types & brands.

I'm looking to finally try something more high end.

I'm thinking about Dior's airbrush foundation, but want more recommendations or info ^.^

I also don't understand primer and have a bucket of money for that.

BQ's:

1. Do you think you would enjoy a thin cheese beverage?

2. Do you drink hot chocolate?

3. Do you think there would be different varieties of yhis beverage?

4. What is your go to hot beverage?

Also, any other creative makeup artists I should look into? ^.^

Everything was fine, he knows I don't want a relationship now, but clearly I've hurt his feelings somehow.

I feel like I shouldn't put up with it, I didn't do anything to him... but I feel so terrible and worried about him that I want to give in and see if he's ok?

It hurts me so much that he's hurting or that I'm hurting him.

I want to feed into the bait, but I know that's the wrong thing to do. :(

I was in a manipulative relationship before and I am scared.

The most advantage for the best possible people?

Or the best possible advantage for the most people?

And generally completely in protest and blid to that truth about themselves?

What do ya think?

I'm 29, but maybe not capable of dating seriously even though I have grown up a lot. I don't think it's bad to be incapable, just dangerous to the feelings of others when you don't know what you want, but you force whatever you think you want.

How can I learn more about his music?

What is a classical song you enjoy?

Why is Beethoven the best?

How quickly did you write them off & why?