Jackie C

My friend is very computer savy I'm learning I need the IP address he's hiding

My question is this in 1996 I went to a jam bad an took mind altering chemicals. I didnt know what would happen to me, I was very innocent I have not the same. i dont have any friends. There is documented proof of psychedelics expanding the consiousness and also Biblical proof of prophecy. To make a long story short the very first time because of I dont know yet. I have had a following it has incomprensible to most. But it affected everything to come. It is the most intimate closeness you can have but he despised so much and was abusive and i only heard and felt it. I tried to save myself by finally being intimate with someone. I was saved in a way by G-d he put someone else to cover up the yelling and name calling I was 21 hes a famous person our birthdays are four days apart. I felt his presence but he went to his films. Everything great until 10 years ago then some more people moved in. It sounds crazy but Im 36 now hes 38. The others are much older. Reading helps I never obsessed about famous. I was just innocent. Not perfect not smart. I get treated like garbage inside and out. It isnt so bad anymore I found comfort in Jewish wisdom. I dreamed about but avoided it because I didnt know then what I have gained. Im not ever going let anyone hurt me again. I will suffer without rather than be exploited. I read in a book a theory about the lineage of Jesus being the creation from incest on both sides of the family. The theory says light will spring from the darkness of human sexual intrigue. Who has open minds about virgin rape and torture. Its belongs to me I have to own it not make it some elses burden.

I abused drugs for years and have went to rehab and have been sober for six months my life is still a mess but thats not the problem I feel emotianally bankrupt and brain damaged and don't know how to get better

I lived in a place of spleder for 25 years and had to move the synagogue where I now live needs a tremendous investment

I have been investing in converting to Judiasm for 2 years. I know they have problems but I need form a coalition of other conserned citizens.

I started to the conversion process in Chas. SC with a large community. Family crises arised and I had to pack up and move to Florida a part that has a tiny Jewish community. I have decided that I want to just move to Israel get converted there but is it possible ? Would anyone sponser me?

I get 500 emails a day I was naive to how many bad people are lurking out there. I like to shop on line and never had trouble, unfortunately I am always in a crunch for cash I did not even know on-line payday loans existed. They have crooks behind them, I did one loan and was barraged with offers up to 500 emails. Then I got a fake check for 5,000 from a Canadian lottery? I did not dare cash that check but I was unable to keep up with the crooks. I had a fake check go through my bank account and everything bounced but I was on it like a hot potato. My life is hectic right now my mom has cancer and it has been rough. I am not very organized any ways. At least my bank was awesome about it they gave me all my money back. It is a pain to have to change my account with one provider I do not now how to close the old ones. Before I even had the fraud I requested to be removed from the mailing lists....unless thats how they got me.

A bird that wakes us up at 6 :30 in the morning won't go away we have tried every thing any suggestions.

An Easy Share Kodak printer dock, I can't remember how it goes back should I just send to kodak or buy another one?

I feel nervous when I admit to being a drug user on line but I see questions about eating hallucinagins and in other web based communities teenagers are commited to their party themed goups and chat rooms.

I recentley had to get my computer upgraded and what was on it before was wiped out. My printer/scanner no longer works is there a way for me to upload an image for my profile because if I do not the no one will go to it