Melonie

I have size 32D boobs and I often find myself either grabbing them or playing with them absentmindedly and when I come to, i end up getting turned on. Am I the only one this happens to?

I constantly avoid fat on food and in body weight. If there's alot of fat on a piece of bacon, I'd eat around it. I can't stand having any kind of body fat and fear it on my body. Anytime I look in the mirror and think I look fat, I'd do almost anything to avoid being that weight or gaining more. I find it difficult to be attracted to anyone overweight or with more fat than I have.

It's actually started affecting my relationships and I hate it.

any ideas on how I'd go about fixing it?

My boyfriend and I have a pretty open relationship (as in we tell eachother alot and almost anything, we were friends for a while before dating). Should I tell him if another guy confessed his feelings for me?

I dont want him to think I'm trying to make him jealous...

Please help, this is bugging me.

I have tried to make him jealous in the past and he has tried to make me jealous but this is honestly something that is eating away at me.

A guy I like, (he knows I like him)

and 2 of his friends says he likes me (he doesn t know they told me)

(let s call him Jay) so I send a message to a group chat saying "Anyone free on sunday?" with like all the details, couple people come back saying they cant or they might be able to

and one of my friends says, " I can t I have (e.g)scouts then"

and Jay s ex does scouts with her too, so he asks on the group chat, "does Georgia do scouts with you guys still?"

I get they are friends, and that s honestly totally cool, like why not? but I was curious if he was trying to make me jealous or if he actually wanted to know.

(sorry for all the brackets)

2/3 /5/6

the answer is 72 but I dont know how to get there

In chemistry we were about to start the test and he started singing a song from shrek and talking to our teacher really loudly. plenty of other kids in our class noticed and some laughed. I was laughing at something a friend of mine said and turned around to see everyone looking at him laughing as he sang, I looked at him and he glanced at me. Then at the end of class I stayed for 5 mins extra to finish off the test and some others did too including him. when there were only 5 of us left, he went to go hand his stuff to the teacher and sat at the teacher's computer (he does this alot), which is right infront of my desk (actually touching my desk) and said to our teacher really loudly "mr lau, this song is really calming you should check it out!" and started playing a song on medium blast (the speakers are on my desk) and I think he kept glancing at me but I didnt bother to care about it. only once I asked the teacher if he was a bouncer was he looking at me more frequently. (it might have been my accent but it's been bugging me.)

I left a friend group and apparently I was rude to them before I left, although I dont recall that and now a girl in the group wants me to apologize to her because I was rude but the reason I left was because I didnt want to be influenced by their bad habits. Should I apologize even though I dont mean it and not make any enemies or not apologize and make enemies?

Please help I have no clue how to do this question-

I've never spoken to this guy, he's just watching all my conversations with other people, infact its not just him, other guys in that class watch my conversations with other people too. I'm not a **** so I dont wear revealing clothes, a guy has told me I'm pretty before (not to sound self-conceeded) but I honestly think that more than 3 guys watching our conversation is a bit weird.

what do guys think of girls who are class clowns

Anytime I go out somewhere people are always looking at me, I sometimes catch 20-year-old guys looking at me, (I'm 15) I dont wear make-up, I'm blonde and I dont tend to wear that revealing of clothes, I tend to put it behind the fact that I have a british accent in a canadian country but it just happens alot. Like I'd be coming down the steps outside school and everyone would glance at me, no matter who I'm with. I'm not popular or unpopular or anything. I'm just unsure why everyone stares at me...

In Chem I turn my body to my left and talk to the other girls behind me, but to my left there's this guy and he keeps trying to talk to me and keeps glancing at me during class, it gets quite annoying but im just curious if he does like me.

This dude is in my photography class, one of his friends I did gym with in grade 10, so obviously I talk to her alot. However when im talking to her, out of the corner of my eye I see that he is watching me talk. He knows a bit about me but not alot. Also when I'm asking another girl in my photography for her opinion on a picture he would be sitting behind me watching what im doing and sometimes say "That's a nice photo".

maybe he's just being friendly but he glances at me alot.

Ok, so, I'm 15 and here's whats happening:

in April 2016, my mum whom has no past record of abuse (besides the odd slap across the face and hit on the hard which leave bruises) attacked my sister and rammed her against a door fighting her, I watched the whole thing happen, I was in the kitchen making breakfast then I see my sister and mother fighting then before I know it, my sister is body slammed against the door and my mother has pushed her against it (with all my mum's overweight power) I had no clue what to do, I was in so much shock i couldnt do anything, I was glued to my spot and couldnt move. My mum called my dad downstairs while body slamming my sister and I couldnt handle it. So I grabbed some shoes by the back door and left to go cry at my nearest park. a passer by walking her dog asked if I was ok but i couldnt even master up a smile so I just hid my tears and said yes then continued to cry. Fast forward to now, my mum and sister are cool, everything happy and fine. but I'm not. it keeps replaying in my mind, every day, and its October now.

my questions:

Have I got PTSD

and is/has my mum abused me and my sister with the slapping and hitting?

ok so every time in maths class last year, I would go to my locker before next block to get my books and i never knew when i just felt like i needed to go to my locker. then one class this guy comes up to me and asks "at 1.30pm everyday, why do you go to your locker?" and I never knew i went at that specific time but after he told me that I realized that it was true. Why did he tell me this? and how did he know? like im kinda confused and creeped out

Everytime I message a guy we get talking online and we get close then they stop responding, so I stop responding. At first I thought it was because I say "bro" and "dude" sometimes and because I skateboard, Help?