ail jane

The fire is gone. He's always away. I don't even know him anymore. He's cold as ice.

I guess i have all the reasons to quit. God knows how i adore this man but, i came to realize that

i should love myself first. I don't deserve being left alone. I just don't know what to say. How will i start the conversation?

The fire is gone. He's always away. I don't even know him anymore. He's cold as ice.

I guess i have all the reasons to quit. God knows how i adore this man but, i came to realize that

i should love myself first. I don't deserve being left alone. I just don't know what to say. How will i start the conversation?

Me and my husband were married for two years now and have a 1 year old kiddo.

Well it was all good at the beginning. But now we always fight and argue.We have opposite opinions.

He became more rude when he had his new job.

He's always yelling at me. He took me for granted for many times and in different ways.

Ways like, i finish my shift late and he never insisted to fetch me. He doesn't call me when he's away he'd rather call his friends than to give me Hi. He's cold like, he doesn't want me to go near him when i want to hug him and all. My friends just told me not to think about it and go with the flow. But, it's really sucks! I'm trying to make it up with him. I wrote him letters, sent him sweet messages and get nothing. :l

This is always the case after partying with my girl friends. I always feel like my legs really hurt that i have to stay in my room for a day. I'm not even a heavy drinker? I only drink twice in three months. So, what is?

I just don't like his friends.. ( i HATE them all) why?

because:

They are all alcoholic!!!!!

( a few bottles are enough for a week but to

have bottles every night?...really NOT OK.)

They are all singles!!!

(they always invite my Man to go the club and hit

a chick?!!)

They always invite my Man to do unnecessary things, never realize that their man is already married and needs to focus more on his Family and Career. I understand that people should have social life...but

his friends really sucks, they are all rude and they dint really help..

another is? i just dint understand why he can't say

NO to his friends.

I've been living with my partner for 8 months now, and i can say were both happy together. Guess it's because of our new born son who would always be the reason for his big smile on his face,.

But I don't understand what is it with me now, i feel strange.. its like somethings changed about him, hes no longer sweet, he doesnt say i love you, and I feel he grew cold not even with kisses and hmmn... (***)

Is it me? or is it him.

Im not pretty sure if hes fading but i just can t explain it..its weird.