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I have one or two really good friends and I'm close with my mom, but I have severe trouble even telling someone I appreciate their company or anything. I've tried talking to them a number of times but it's impossible for me. I've finally acknowledged that therapy would be very helpful to me, but I simply don't have the money. Whenever I google it, most free things seem to be in groups which I know is something I couldn't handle. I'm also not a student so I don't think school counseling would be available to me but I am nineteen years old.

I just got a new tank top with a beautiful design on the front that makes it so you can't see my bra cups, and it has black straps so it looks best with a black bra in case of a strap slip up. BUT the back of the shirt is just thin white fabric, so you can plainly see the back hook part of my bra. I don't really want to wear a nude one because the straps aren't cute enough to peek through, so is it okay for a colored bra back to show?

PS - I'm a 34D so going braless or strapless isn't really an option.

I got a tattoo on my leg about two and a half weeks ago. It's not my first tattoo, but it is the first in a spot I need to shave and it's large enough for the amount of hair to big me. It's gone through all the peeling, but it's still in that sort of shiny stage and it isn't raised or anything. Is it safe to shave or should I wait?

I ate some fried rice (with eggs in it) on Monday night that caused what I'm positive was horrid food poisoning--I've had problems with eggs before--on Tuesday morning with vomiting, diarrhea, etc, but I felt okay later. On Thursday I started having minor diarrhea again but didn't think much of it. I woke up this morning (Saturday), and threw up again even though I didn't eat anything last night that could have possibly caused it. Can good poisoning symptoms just lie dormant and come back like that?

I've been depressed off and on for years and it's getting really awful again. I'm not suicidal but it's crippling and since all of my friends have been away at college we're barely close anymore, and my parents are a big source of my depression so I can't talk to them. I have no money to pay for counseling. Is there a hotline or something you can call just for depression, NOT suicidal thoughts?

I'm really fair and pretty neutral toned with blue eyes and I'm a natural light blonde, but for the past year and a half or so I've been dying my hair a medium-dark auburn color with a lot more red than brown. It fades to sort of a coppery red color which I like too. I'm getting bored though and sort of feel like switching it up. Suggestions?

PS - It has to be a natural color because my employer doesn't allow me to dye my hair purple or green or anything.

I'm worried it will count as lying, but I've applied to roughly fifty jobs in the past two months and no bites. I think it might be partially due to my age. Is it too dishonest?

I'm a beginner and I suck at liquid eyeliner. Help.

I just downloaded the first Castlevania on Wii Virtual Console, and it's awesome, but is there a way to quit the game to take a break and come back without starting from the first level?

I love singing and to get back into music I thought it would be fun to start a YouTube channel, but I don't have a mic except for the crappy one that comes inside my computer. I won't spend more than one or two hundred dollars probably, but I've been saving up so something like that might not be out of the question. One with good quality for soprano/alto vocals please :)

I just feel miserable. I can force myself to eat some cereal and a smoothie for breakfast, maybe a cold half a sandwich or salad for lunch, but I hate it. I might eat a piece of fruit or two. Then come dinner time, I'm starving but eating just sounds terrible. All I want is ice cream or something but that's too unhealthy so I can't. What should I do?

My half Bengal half Pixie Bob cat Kafka is almost 18 months old, so he's still very young. He used to be indoor/outdoor, but as of last Sunday he's had to stay indoors because we took him to the vet for a hurt leg and he's now on antibiotics and has an e-collar and a bandaged leg because he was bitten and now it's infected. I feel like maybe this health issue has something to do with it? He's peed everywhere--my bedroom, the couch, the office, etc. I've heard that competition between cats can cause it, but the only other cat in our house is his sister and they get along well. Help?!

I'm translating a story from Spanish to English, and I want the Spanish to always be on the left column and English to always be on the right, but of course the formatting is weird and just goes to the next column when one is filled, so it's making it hard for me to translate. Help?

I just popped in Godfather Part II after watching the first one yesterday with no problems (and any movies I couldn't watch on this player in the past were because the disc was scratched or dirty or something). It's not loading disc 1 or 2 of the movie, so I think it's the player. I even cleaned the discs and tried again. It says it's loading the disc, the it says DVD-VIDEO in the top left corner before displaying the stop (square) icon in the right corner. Then it doesn't do anything else. Help???

I want to make vegan arroz con leche for a party in my Spanish class because one of the students is vegan, but I'm not happy with any of the vegan recipes I've found. Could I just take a normal recipe and substitute the dairy for soy or almond milk, or would that screw it up?

I got an Acer Aspire V5 two months ago and bought a Logitech N200 cooling pad to go with it, but the pad broke a couple days ago, even though I treated it as it should be treated. I don't want to buy a new one for obvious reasons. Does anyone know a good one that's around 16 inches?

Before I had iTunes a few months ago, I was listening to a lot of Cat Stevens music by looking up his songs on YouTube and then clicking videos in the sidebar. I found one that was obviously about sex and it just used short repetitive phrases like "it's nice" and "it's soft" and "it's hard" over and over over some soft acoustic guitar track. I've tried googling the only lyrics I remember and it seems it doesn't exist. I also can't find it on YouTube. Anybody know what it is?

I'm a 16 year old senior in high school in California right now and though I've always done exceedingly well in school, I can't stand it anymore. I'm not applying to college for sure (at least not for now). After I turn 18 (November 2013), I want to move to Europe somehow. I know you can go as an au pair easily, but are there other alternatives for someone like me? And I know I should consider college in the future. If it doesn't work out, I'll have no grudges coming back to the US to go to school. Right now, though, I can't deal with academia anymore.

There's a book where these things have a symbol on the bottom of their big toe, and I want one. Also, how much would it cost?