Disturbing extreme fantasies?
When I masturbate, I can only get full satisfaction by picturing situations of rape, incest, zoophilia and whatever else. These fantasies have nothing to do with what I like IRL, and only involve faceless people, not me or anyone I know. I know these are only fantasies, and harmless although a bit disturbing, but it's very weird to have such a disconnect between my masturbatory fantasies and my actual sex life, and for a long time it made it hard for me to know or communicate to partners what I wanted in bed. Does anyone feel the same ?