What's the hardest thing for you to deal with at this time?

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The hardest thing for me to deal with right now is my battle with infertility. Imagine wanting something so badly and watching everyone else around you get it, whether it be planned or unexpected. It seems like the most basic of human accomplishments - to procreate. I have been consistently let down and betrayed by my own body. Month after month I feel like a failure because every month I try and don't suceed. It creeps into my mind in just about every moment of every day, and there is no real way to "turn it off". Every month is a vicious cycle that parallels my own womanly cycle - First comes the newness of the cycle, a new chance, we try, we are optomistic and hopeful, and we are let down and our hope crushed and we are in despair. It's something that is tied to my very soul and has an effect on every aspect of my life, from my day-to-day to my faith in God to my own internal demons - Like why am I being punished? What did I do?

Anyway that's my story.

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The results of too many short-sighted decisions... Being unemployed -- and knowing that that is because of stupid career moves I've made over the last several years. It's not like it's "the hand I've been dealt." It's worse. It's the stupid rut I created for myself.

Majority of answers would be regarding a realization of a guilt or mistake of the past...... in general, repentance is what hits us the hardest!!

the hardest thing was for me to take care and save peoples homes,but i overcame this in very short time and i did that,it is not the problem that you have it is how you dealing with that.

Accepting what I can and cannot change, and trying to tell the difference.

Lamenting the past and future, as I approach 30.

trying to make sense of my thoughts/feelings. I posted a question earlier and have a sneaky feeling I have OCD - have booked an appointment to see a psychiatrist

my step children..they were raised by their mother and she didn't allow much contact with their father except for money...she raised then to see and do things that children should never be exposed to, now that they are adults they are doing the same to their own children....and I'm so fed up with it I'm about to turn one of them in, we had her children 4 times to raise, then she'd come back after a year or 2 and want them back, and screw them up again.....i stay so depressed and concerned about them that i cant function sometimes, and I'm afraid if i turn them in they will go to foster homes because I'm disabled and getting worse and wouldn't be able to care for them....and then if i do take them get them straighten out here she comes again and messes them up....

Why the war just wont end so many stupid excuses and so many people dying.

Our move across the US in the winter

Feeling guilty for holding back a secret which I know can ruin my life..I think..