When was the last time you reminded yourself that "There is a whole world to conquer!" ?

Hey sunny :)

I think I understand what you are saying, especially the part with the exam... When I was taking mine, I was in my home town, but yet the people around me, the whole situation made me realize that the exam is something I am doing for myself and it will probably be my way out of this world that I don't belong to...

After a month later I went to London and this feeling of "I don't belong here" disappeared for seconds. From that moment I knew that I'm not supposed to stay here (Bulgaria...), I am supposed to be in this big bad world... and deal with it. Not to stay here around those kids (because believe me, they may be 18 but they are acting like 10 years old!) who don't appreciate what they are given. I want to discover the great unknown!

And every single day I spent at school, I just prove to myself that this is not for me... I am created for something different!

T it is easy to forget once you get to a level of satisfaction or comfort. A comfort zone could be anything from: a secure job that affords you the income to enjoy a stress free life; a level of proficiency in what you do that allows you to be the best or one of the best without having to try very hard,. When you cut off the outside world and make your life simpler it also becomes more easy to be happy and comfortable with what you have and be more grateful for it. To continue seeing the big picture and wanting more one needs to keep comparing and competing with the big dogs. Be they the Uber rich and powerful or the Elite athlete or the ones that have what appear to be the perfect life. One word of warning is that things may not always be as they appear and although being happy with ones lot in life may be considered settling it may also be considered accepting God's graces. Life is philosophical. Stay hungry and keep competing and winning. Hail the conquering Heroine.

each and every day. i think I even have been blessed with the existence I even have. I even have had countless bumps interior the line (immaturity, well being and family contributors) yet be attentive to on the tip of every day that i'm particularly happy. I even have stated this till now and could say it back. I stay my existence to a extra robust set of standards so when I lay my head down at night i will sleep in peace be attentive to I even have carried out the appropriate activity conceivable. i don't and could not take existence or something with none attention.

I crown thy Queen of nothingness. May you enjoy your plastic crown and useless servants; most of all enjoy the kingdom of dirt you've created for yourself.

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