so basically i have no friends anymore?

JSmooth, you have at LEAST one friend, and probably many many more. That ONE friend that NEVER leaves you is Jesus!

You sound young, you know, when you grow older, usually, people have 1 or 2 friends that they keep for a lifetime, the old school buddies fade away as interests change and paths divide. Don't fret, your path is just changing and your interests are elsewhere. Embrace your interests and find like minded NEW friends. It is scary and sometimes slow moving at first, but it is able to be done.

Suicide is not the answer. Suicide is self murder, not justified, so, it is a sin. Is it forgivable, well .... I know all sins are forgivable bu when do you take that opportunity to ask forgiveness? The point is, God has purpose for you and it is not yet your time and you have not yet completed what is willed for you.

God did not leave you nor did he stop talking to you. You are just not listening to him as you can not hear or see through the pain and confusion. Satan puts up deception to make you think what is not true. Start off with asking God to rebuke Satan in Jesus name. Pray for strength and faith and pray that you would hear him, THEN talk with God about your loneliness and friend situation, I bet he will put some friends in your path!!!

GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DOES YOUR R&S CHRISTIAN FAMILY!!!!!!!

First of all, do not commit sucide. Earth is Hell. It is called that because it has the lowest vibrations of all seven levels in the universe. So, basically, that statment is true. When you die, by normal causes or an accident, you enter the tunnel of light which sends you to the spirit world (heaven, paradise, what ever you would like to call it) where angels and other spirits reside. You life happily there untill you decide to return back to Earth to continue perfecting your spirit.

However, when you comit suicide, you are forced to enter the left door which is an enterance toa place that is dark, with no light or happiness and where there are many demons and posensed things. You would stay there for a long while before you eventually get the will to return back to Earth to learn try again to cope withthe problems that you designed for yourself in Heaven. Your life will not be any better inthis next life, but simply the same circumstances that yours pirit will have to try to deal with again.

Again, please don't commit suicide. If you feel you don't have any friends, and seriously think that, you are attracting negative thoughts to youself. Think *What am I doing to try to get friends?* You can't just sit and wait and expect people to come to you on their own. They won't when you're so gloomy and depressed. Instead, start talking to people in your classes with a cheery personality and the aura you project will make everyone else like you. If your reputation has been damaged too much for anyone to consider talking to you, talk to you parents about this whole thing and tel them you think it wouold bennifit you to transfer schools.

Best of luck. God loves you. If you need to, you can email me. I wil lbe more than happy to talk to you and won't treat you as a 'temp' friend.

Do you dislike and mistrust most people around you? That is the case with me and the reason why I am a loner with no friends that I've been in contact with for the past ten years. The only people I associate on a regular basis are co-workers. I am more confident and at peace with myself when I'm alone; people stress me out and I only deal with them as necessary. I get lonely and I'm trying to come to terms with why I am so much of a loner. I've been like this since infancy and a baby sitter thought there was something wrong with me. But the doctor didn't.

But if you really do like people, you should try other social venues like others here have suggested, like volunteering, where you can make a difference.

god might be talking to you but your pain is speaking louder.

Please don;t do anything permanent. You will meet new friends and add on new family, you will get a better job and maybe a worse one, you will gain and loose money but the future is there full of impossibilities you are just in a season where it is hard to see past your pain.

Odds are against making new friends once you get out of High school unless you have a club, church, or class where you speak to people and ask them out for a pepsi or a coffee or a drink. The world is full of lonely people waiting for someone like you to reach out to THEM.

I am praying that God will wrap you in His arms of love tonight and you will feel His nearness.

Email me if you want to talk more.

I'm not Christian or anything but i believe that suicide isn't the answer. Suicide is a permanant solution for a temporary problem. Don't worry about ur friends right now if you're patient and do the right thing everything will fall into place for you. Everything happens for a reason and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Plus anything that happens will come back to you three-fold. So if life really sux then expect to be rewarded for your good behavior.

Good luck

Blessed Be

Ok, first of all.. I've been where you are right now. I went to a camp that changed my life--it was a Christian camp, and one of the sermons that they preached there was on Hell. I had never realized before how REAL it is. This is very very serious, and Hell is a horribe, horrible place, where you spend ETERNITY in. Look to Christ. He is amazing, and He forgives every one of your sins. Always. Good works do not attain you salvation: trusting in His death and sacrifice DOES. There is no other way to Heaven than through CHRIST. Nothing YOU do or say or think will get you through those gates. Only God can save you. This is a common misconception with the Catholic belief. Please don't make this mistake, as it can cost you an eternity with Jesus Christ. Please seek Christian counseling.

This people have places all over. They helped me a lot once. They are called The Samaritans. You can find more information here.

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/samaritans.htm

You need to get off of the R&S boards and go seek some professional help from either a counsleor or a Psycharist.

Go volunteer somewhere. Helping someone else will help you to feel better and you'll probably meet people who are much worse off then you are. Just take life one day at a time.

I'm going to give it to you straight sometime going to a new school can be tough sometime but also making new friends can be fun you will figure out who is your true friend is