How do I conquer my bitter loneliness?

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Bitter Loneliness

Bitter Loneliness what a good and faithful friend you are.
Bitter loneliness  sits and waits to welcome me home.  No hope for future joy, love and affection. Just the cold steely embrace of my one true friend.  Hello loneliness; sit down.
  
A bone bitter lonliness that leaves me cold, angry and unsettled.  A bone bitterness loneliness that makes me ask God Why?  It makes me consider God deeply and wonder does he really care me the way he says in his word.  Because if he did why am I so lonely.  Why can’t I find someone  to love and respect me the way I should be loved and respected.
  
I have spent many years alone and if it was your will for me to be alone, why would you put the desire in my heart to be united.  I spend too much time alone.  Too much time by myself unfulfilled.  I cry bitter salty tears.  Is there no happiness for me?   No love that is designed for me.

I try so hard to stay positive and speak of God’s divine plan.  How “the best is yet to come”  and “he wasn’t for me anyway”  but **** how many more times do I have to make excuses and offer empty platitudes to fill the empty spaces in my heart.

Bitter loneliness how dependable a friend you are.  Bitter loneliness how faithful you have proven to be.  Bitter loneliness accompanied by bitter salty tears.    Always there with a leering glare.  Always mocking me and taunting me in the end.  Teasing me and claiming victory at every turn.  Letting me know that in the end it will always be there…Greeting me with a wide smile and an “I told you so” glance.

Bitter loneness promising never to leave me alone, pledging friendship for life.  Wounding me at every turn, cutting me deeper and deeper every time and bleeding me slow.  Breaking me down and down deeper again…

Bitter Loneness what a good and faithful friend.

Candide Bunny · Accepted Answer

I agree the with the Mrs.-----beautiful! I wish I could write something like that. 

Now you know that you have a talent in writing, why don't you join writers' workshops to refine your writing skills and make friends with other writers? In this way, your talent is more developed and you also are not as lonely anymore once you have friends----it's good news, right? 

Good luck! :)

cm8 · Answer

I have been where are you and I hope this inspirational piece helps you, May God bless you! 

 People come into your life
for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON. . .
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are!
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part,
or at an inconvenient time, this person will say
or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die.

Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered.
And now it is time to move on.

Then people come into your life for a SEASON....
Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons
: things you must build upon in order to have
a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all
other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

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NONAME · Answer

How can something so beautiful, comforting and familiar come out of something so dark and lonely as bitterness?

See how God WILL have his way: Through your tears and cries of pain He has caused you to be strong. Strong enough to touch others' hearts who have similar experiences but do not have the depth of soul to express it. YOU can be the voice for so many...
Your poem, created out of the pain and bitterness of lonliness will cause others to be strong. You already have the tool to reconcile your lonliness... Your poetry. 
I wish I was so eloquent with words as you are so that you could understand what Im trying to tell you.

You really should publish this piece.

she&#39;s here · Answer

You can't get out of loneness unless, you go out. Join a club. get with friends and family.

Anonymous · Answer

Very beautiful.  I would start with stop being bitter.

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