Stephanie W

I have had two life changing things happen to me on 12/11/13 and 12/11/14. What does these corresponding numbers mean?

I dream that an ex-boyfriend of mine was covering me in a dream with his semen. It was like the ice bucket challenge of semen.

We were outside and he was laughing at me while he was doing it. It was an enormous amount of semen. In addition this was not a sexual dream at all. No feelings of intimacy or arousal.

What does this mean?

I have been single for about a year and I'm getting pretty lonely. I have friends but not that special friend. I'm 44 and not into hanging out. I tried internet dating and not a big fan. How can I meet new people who are serious minded about finding someone special to enhance their life?

I have a friend who at one point was very friendly. She would call and chat. But now she doesn't do any of that? I understand that friendships can take on different shapes and dynamics over time. Should I ask her if any thing is wrong or should I just continue to be her friend although her friendship has changed? If I were to confront the issue I don't want it to seem weird or strange. Like a possessive or stalker like friend...:). What is the best approach?

I am very happy for the bride and the groom, but all of a sudden I felt like crying and I did. Now I'm depressed. Not sure why. No I'm not married and not in a relationship leading to marriage right now, but that circumstance ahs never prevented me from being happy for someone else and celebrating their happiness. What is going on? Why am I sad?

Me and this dude love each other but he has major issues with commitment. Does not believe he deserves to be happy. I'm getting older and spent 7 years with him and he refuses to marry me. So we split for sometime, but we are viscerally attracted to each other. We cant be near each other without things getting real intimate. We've decided to be together "one last time" with the understanding that as soon as we do it once we gonna want to do it again...

I was dating a young man within a group we are both a part of and all of a sudden he starts acting really strange. Calling less... coming by the house less... Kept telling me we were still friends and then he starts dating the girl that stands right next to me in the group. Is that friendly?

I was dating a young man within a group we are both a part of and all of a sudden he starts acting really strange. Calling less... coming by the house less... Kept telling me we were still friends and then he starts dating the girl that stands right next to me in the group. Is that friendly?

I dreamed that I was on a high landing or a ledge with the most beautiful little girl. Below us was a ladder. The little girl was afraid to climb down the ladder. On the ground below was a guy that I don't really respect. He was instructing the little girl to come down the ladder. The little girl was scared.

I told the guy on the ground that he couldn't just tell the little girl to just come down, told him he has to be very gentle with her. On the ground with him was children of various ages 4-16. They were running around and playing. I placed the little girl in front of me on the ladder, shielding her as we descended. I was very protective of the little girl.

Finally, there was another presence with me on the high ledge with the little girl. No one that I saw, but I felt that that person was in full support of me and the little girl.

The guy at the bottom of the ladder was there barking out orders to the children as they ran around playing. They didn't seem to care too much about what he was saying.

Bitter Loneliness

Bitter Loneliness what a good and faithful friend you are.

Bitter loneliness sits and waits to welcome me home. No hope for future joy, love and affection. Just the cold steely embrace of my one true friend. Hello loneliness; sit down.

A bone bitter lonliness that leaves me cold, angry and unsettled. A bone bitterness loneliness that makes me ask God Why? It makes me consider God deeply and wonder does he really care me the way he says in his word. Because if he did why am I so lonely. Why can’t I find someone to love and respect me the way I should be loved and respected.

I have spent many years alone and if it was your will for me to be alone, why would you put the desire in my heart to be united. I spend too much time alone. Too much time by myself unfulfilled. I cry bitter salty tears. Is there no happiness for me? No love that is designed for me.

I try so hard to stay positive and speak of God’s divine plan. How “the best is yet to come” and “he wasn’t for me anyway” but **** how many more times do I have to make excuses and offer empty platitudes to fill the empty spaces in my heart.

Bitter loneliness how dependable a friend you are. Bitter loneliness how faithful you have proven to be. Bitter loneliness accompanied by bitter salty tears. Always there with a leering glare. Always mocking me and taunting me in the end. Teasing me and claiming victory at every turn. Letting me know that in the end it will always be there…Greeting me with a wide smile and an “I told you so” glance.

Bitter loneness promising never to leave me alone, pledging friendship for life. Wounding me at every turn, cutting me deeper and deeper every time and bleeding me slow. Breaking me down and down deeper again…

Bitter Loneness what a good and faithful friend.

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I was offered and accepted an NYC civil service position (Staff Analysis II) last week. I gave the customary 2 weeks at my current employer of which I've been employed for nine years as a Project Mananger. I have begun having second thoughts and I'm now currently considering resinding my resignation. The problem is where I'm at currently I have hit a ceiling. But I am so comfortable its like a dream. In addition, the postion is not as secure as a civil service postion, but the office has been functioning for 15 years. Its a contracted postion. What should I do? I have very good friends where I am now. I'm so confused right now. Any advice would be appreciated.

My bf says that valentines day is overrated. He believes that every day that we spend together is special. Does any agree with this? What do I get for my valentine scrooge?

I have been running for the past 5 years 4-5 times a week, 4-5 miles a day, and every now and again I will hit a physical wall where in which I can only run a mile or two for a period of time that could measure a couple or days to a couple of weeks. During these times I have to often stop after the firest 20 minutes into my workout and walk for a while and then try and finish my run. Or there are time where in which my body and legs are so tired that I have to cross training on the elliptical machine. I hydrate, rest, add protein to my diet, but to no immediate physical response. I am currently dealing with one of these periods and the last time I had a really good run was last Thursday. My last three outing including today was awful. Any suggestions as to what might be going on and how I can break through this malaise.