FEELING SUICIDAL WHAT SHOULD I DO?

The fact that you ask this question is a good first sign. It means that there's a part of you that DOESN'T want to commit suicide, otherwise you wouldn't ask.

Speaking as someone who has suffered from suicidal depression, honestly, there's nothing to do about these feelings. All you can do is ignore it, look past it, go around it, and move on.

You and I both know the problems with suicide. Sometimes life just seems ... well, we know that too, right? What are we gonna do? All we can do is try to look on the bright side, keep our chins up, and keep going.

I play a game called "What's the worst that can happen?" It's how I get over being afraid of failure. If I die, game over. That's it. But there are lots of options BEFORE that.

* I can just be happy.

* I can run away and join a circus. I know, I know. "I CAN'T DO THAT!" I say that too. If it's a choice between Death and the Circus, why not the circus? How bad could it be?

* I can go crazy and start saying and doing whatever I want.

* I can live on the street and mumble.

* I can start walking and just go where my feet take me.

Or, I can stay right here, working on, remembering that if it gets too hard or too bad, The Circus is always better than Death.

We all have choices, and sometimes it's the fact that deep inside we KNOW we can just walk away that makes this life easier.

Don't kill yourself. There are still flowers, sunsets and singing birds. Even if the rest all sucks, there are always little bright spots here and there.

I tell you what: you don't kill yourself for a while, and I'll stick around a while longer too, and maybe we'll be okay.

It's hardly ever worth it unless you're terminally ill or something.

Even if you're bullied on by people, it will pass eventually but you have to do something about it. If you're having major family or relationship problems, that stuff sucks bad but it's not what life is all about. If you've lost love for people or were totally let down by people learn to detach yourself.

You should call 911. It won't be pleasant initially but in the long run it will be very rewarding. Even if you're never successful in life........ this damn society we're in is obsessed with status. Hopefully you'll find yourself someday, you will if you stick with it.

Call for help any time 24/7

1-800-784-2433

or

1-800-273-8255

Please call now, someone is there right now for you to call.

Pick up the phone and call 911. Tell them that you think you are going to kill yourself. They will send someone over and you will get the help you need.

call someone who will tell you its all right, life sucks, but it will get better

call someone who will make you laugh

call someone!

1-800-SUICIDE 1-800-273-TALK

1-800-784-2433 1-800-273-8255

Endure, sister, endure.

Remember, life is but a memory,

Make it great.