Do u ever just want 2 cut loose & not have to worry about what people think or the consequences of ur actions?

i feel like i used to be a lot more fun and i had more fun but i always got in trouble with teachers for talking and not paying attention and i rarely did my homework cuz i hate school and everytime i step slightly out of line my parents flip out and sometimes im just so stressed and i want to cut loose get drunk, dress like a slut, stay up all night, meet new people and talk to whoever i want...does that seem completely crazy or do other people have this other person inside of them that is you but at the same time totally not you?