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I'm depressed as hell, how do i get out of it?

I am tired of being alone, i'm tired of having the feeling people talk about me behind my back. i'm tired of people talking about my past (i got angry when i was a kid). the crushing feeling is enough to bring me to my knees. i can't go on, but i can't kill myself because that's not who i am. the possessions i own from living lower middle class in a first world country don't appease me. they don't make me any less alone. nobody asks about my life, or how i'm doing. well, none of them really mean it. I feel so isolated. my only true friends exist in cyber space on forums where i try as hard as i can to find a shred of acceptance. how do i stop this hurt?

Update:

**** jesus, ******* never helped me. EVER.

Update 2:

well. when i was in grade school. i lost my grandmother. the same year, my best friend started bullying me. this kid was relentless. when i lost another grandmother a few years later, he claimed she was burning in hell. i got mad and threw my thermos toward him so hard that it broke against the wall. after that, people started bringing up that incident my former friend convinced everyone that he was the victim and people started trying to get me to get angry. i went to therapy and learned to deal with the hurtful remarks but u guess people don't easily forget some things.

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    Lv 4
    9 years ago
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    What happened in the past is the past the people talking behind your back will one day endure hurt and pain in their own life's for being mean to you.

    I wish there were more details on what happened to you as a child but whatever it was must have been devastating.

    You may want to help others who have gone through some rough times just like you support groups etc... extending your heart to someone else who needs you.

    Peace and happiness my friend.

  • 9 years ago

    Pray to jesus and ask him to help you from feeling this way. He will help you if you seek him. Nobody deserves to feel lonely and sad all the time. And suicide is never the way to go. Get out and be social and find true friends. You might even find someone you can spend the rest of your life with if you show them that your not the person you used yo be. I pray everything in your life gets better.

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