do you ever wonder what other universes could be like?

i am finding it more and more bizarre all the little things that we take for granted. we assume they are just natural and that is just the ways things are everywhere. possibly other universes don't exist, but it serves as a thought experiment to imagine they do.

i find my life and the nature of things so bizarre. here are some things that just make my head spin.

1 we all die

2 we all are born of a mother and have a father...unless cloned

3 the universe forms all these spheres called planets and suns

4 most religions think we will be judged when we die

5 knowledge and learning is an endeavor and a difficult task

6 yet boredom is so common

7 it appears that god withholds info from us...we are all in the dark so to speak

8 we all have opinions and theories and go on and on about trying to convince others

9 the universe as far as we know it now is huge but lifeless except for us

10 our lives our fragile. fall...dead, hit too hard...dead, eat wrong thing...dead,

11 life is just an obstacle course and we don't know what to avoid except by the death and mistakes of those before us

12 we can all reproduce with eachother but only in our own species...no island of dr moreau yet

13 only we can talk with eachother or don't know how to fully comunicate with animals

14 we all want to be rich and beautiful etc

15 electromagnetism, quatum physics, wave and particle theory...amazing fields but insane bizarre

16 how come we know so little, but at the same time how are we are able to learn at all. how can we identify truths. it has to be some kind of latent memory. all learning might be remembering what is true. possibly when we our presented a method such as 2 plus 2 equals 4, our psyche says, "oh yeah now i remember why that is truthful."

i mean the list goes on and on. i sometimes get the feeling we have a god and other univeses have other beings with a different god. they could have a whole different reality. they might be given the ability to create things just like gods etc. and maybe their planets are all squares. who knows.

i just get the feeling like science and religion are both falling short of explaining ANYTHING. we are all lost in the freakin dark as to why or for what purpose. i find it so bizarre that we go on and on about souls, and spirits, and gods, and even atheism vs various religions. we are all so concerned about what is right when in reality nobody knows anything. all we do is observe and make correlations. and sometimes our correlations are incongruent...ie make no sense and hence all the debates. and some folks read a book and take all matters on faith. but faith has always proven so harmful. believing cyanide is good for ya equals doesn't matter and a nice corpse.

i am sometimes anxious to die just to see if there will be any revelation where we all truly know and understand. heaven, hell, candy land, i could simply care less what the result is.

maybe we pass on from this reality to another one formed by another god. we get to pick the reality where we want to stay. that would be pretty cool.

god or no god, both views are just insane to get one's head around. and if god does exist...how the heck did he form...the same way we formed? evolution perhaps of concepts alone such as chaos and order, justice, love, etc. who knows. i mean who the heck made god into god lol? and if no god...why the cosmos?

i think i'm gonna do loads of lsd and report back. haha

i sometimes get this eerie feeling that even god...if there is one...doesn't have a freakin clue either. some questions really have no good answer.