I'm a bad patient, but really? It this just rediculous behavior or is it just me?

I have been seeing the same physician partnerchip for 3 years. over theat time Iv. been seperated, divorced, engaged, dumped, engaged, maried Seperated and divorced. Nice 3 years. anyway I'll admir that in the past I;'ve been prone to forgettign to go to appointments and being late, and cancelling appintments less than 48 hours beforehand, and cancelling appouintments a few days ahead of time a few times. Accordign to my doctor, I've either no showed or cancelled 4 oout of the last 5 appoointment. I remember that I no showed my last appointment. The time before that I came a few minutes late and they wouldn't see me the time beforwe that I cancelled the appointment and rescheduled 2 or 3 days before the appointment. The time before that I was there 30 minutes early and they made me wait until an hour and a half after my appointment time before they would see me anyway, So I no showed my last appointment because my bosses wanted something right away and I would get into trouble if I left before itt was done. so I was soo late, there was no ppint trying to get there. That happens quite a bit. I make a doctors appointment and my boss wants somethign dome immediately, and I have to come to work or I can't leave work, and have to cancel at the last minute, or am too late top get to myappointment. anyway all this seems pretty bad, except that I only go to the doctor every 6 months. Most of the time I do re-schedule at least 24 hours ahead of time if I can't come. I'm being treated for depression, anxiety at my primary care doctor and I also have attention deficit disorder.

Of course It's not all just me. making somebody wait 2 hours to be seen if they are 30 minutes early? Refusing to see a patient at aqll that week if they are a few minutes late? when there are clearly no other patients there (it's before 8, and there were like 5 cars in the parking lot)? never answering the phone? Never responding to voice mail messages?

Well after Ihad top cancel a couple days beforehanda few weeks ago, I asked if I could get a 2 week extension on my antidepresseants. So, for my re-scheduled appointment, I came a few minutes late and they would not see me that day and had nothing for a week. So, I asked ifI could get a 1 or 2 week extension on my antidepressants, and they told me to call the automated system and leave a voice mail. But they didn't respond to that. then I couldn't leave work for my re re-rescheduled appointment, so I called after-the-fact and re-scheduled again, but they didn't have anything for 2 weeks, so I asked If I could get another extension on my medication and they couldn't say and told me to call the automated system, So I did, but a week later, they still hadn't responded and hadn't called it in. So, I call them yesterday and ask them what's going on and they just tell me to call the automated system again. So I say I already did that twice, but they just tell me to call again. So I say "if I call again, is anyone goign to make sure they call in my medication or at least call me back?" and she says " I don't know what to tell you" So I call again, and by the time I get off the phone, I got a voice-mail from my doctor (they didn't even call, they sent a voice-mail) the voice-mail says I have to come in in person before I can get any more of my anti-depressants. So I've been off them for a week already, and I have to wait another 2 weeks before I can be seen. So I call back adn the lady chews me out, saying I've missed 4 of my last 5 appointments. So I say to her: "first of all, I 'missed' 3 this month and went to one 6 months ago, after cangelling once 2 or 3 days ahead of time. Second I cancelled 2 of those appointments at least 2 days ahead of time, Third, 2 of those 5 appointments were over 6 months ago. So I ask her "I have an appointment in 2 weeks, are you tellign me I have to go 3 weeks without my antidepressions? She hangs up on me. So I get a letter when I get home, that says they're are dropping me as a patient effective December 20 (in 5 weeks).