People making me depressed?

Sounds like stress for someone so young, and too nice:) ..I'd tell them both exactly what you just said..always being in your head sounds like a kind of depression maybe..if it is could try medication which helps if you make sure you try out different kinds and find one that agrees positively for you..Your an adult now and although helping your mom is very nice of you but I'd cut back if it's not what you want to do, she should be getting her own help and letting you pick your own life and future..and I feel for you on that because no matter how nicely I tell my mother I want to move away she always takes it personally, which is wrong of her...and if your boyfriend is annoying maybe he's just not right for you, or you need a long talk, or you need a break from him as well to think what exactly you want for yourself.

Your 18 and need to think about ur future you can't spend everyday of ur adult life at your mums and bfs beck and call u need to explain this to to them with no lies, be honest. All 18 year olds need space everyone needs their own alone Time and space it's completely normal. You need to watch out and do it fast because it looks like the stress is starting to pile on top of you and for someone so young that's not healthy.

I hope this helped, good luck xx

Disappear and become unavailable for a few hours every day, and don't report where you were or what you were doing. Go to the library or park, or window shopping, or something. Just get away and don't share it.