Point of living hate my life!?

Those moments when i lay down in bed and think to my self and say how possibly can i be more screw up than i already am... I try to be serious but i get picked on by my parents... I laugh I'm taken as a joke... Wish i can please the ******* world how i want... And really? 16? Theres no ******* age difference cause thats what they said at 15 that i was gunna be some what an adult and i was gunna give more freedom but those are lies. And there you go a screwed up person will fall for those tricks and lies... Thats how life is for me every day because the good turns out bad... For example the good which was my father and mother together the bad well of-course me bring born cause honestly you actually thought they wanted me? Well i was an accident so those i love you's from birthday cards were just the message everyone has to write for a successful greeting card... So I'm here trying to survive 700 and something days so i can finally live on my own or perhaps say live with my boyfriend cause I'm sure of his love with me unless he finds a more perfect woman.... Which i hope its not the case but if it is well ill live and work my ways to live by my self .