I want to die but I have pets?

Give them the best, iso - stay alive for them.

No matter how bad things seem right now, you at least have one thing to cling onto. One ray of hope. Your animals. Your caring nature. I mean, you're thinking about them first and foremost at the moment - that's a quality not a lot of humans have! You deserve this life, iso. You deserve to fight through whatever pain you're feeling.

Live for your strongest asset - your caring, loving nature. You are more valued on this earth than you think.

You cannot leave them. You cannot.

Please, please do the following:

1.) Call a helpline, like 1 (800) 273-8255. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. They know just what to say.

2.) Talk to your husband. Have him drive you to the hospital. Check in for 10 days. You will feel SO MUCH better 10 days from now!

3.) Remember that you are a wonderful, unique, intelligent, lovable person --- your pets already know this!

You know what your husband would do: he would take them all to the pound and leave them there. In his grief, he will be unable to care for anything much. You'd better stay alive if you care about those animals at all.. Did you ever try getting help for that depression? There are lots of new medication you could try, or even just talk therapy.

I would suggest you pray on the matter before you do anything rash