Am I addicted to fake tan? Do I need help?

So I have tanned myself for many years now. I am 24 and have probably been tanning since I was around 18. I sometimes let myself get paler than other times, but sometimes I cannot sleep if I haven't applied my tan.

I actually lie there worrying about waking up being pale and have to get out of bed at silly o clock to tan myself.

I don't ever go really orange because I use expensive tan, but I want to look dark brown. I actually feel sick when I look at myself and I'm pale. It doesn't bother me when I see other pale people just myself.

Do I actually need to seek help on this matter?