i want to kill my self?

Well, if u think of hurting urself then u HAVE to get help from a PROFESSIONAL who will KNOW how to best help u get back on track.

NONE of us are professionals and give u the help u really need. DO u realize there is stuff out there that can make u wanna live a GREAT life and make u happy to see the sun shine? There is--but YOU gotta go find it.

If think ur ok and just want advise then start working on U...U dont like how u look, other people dont really pay it that much attention. If ur not ok with 170 pounds, then get serious and start getting the weight off.

@ 13 yrs old, u really do got the WHOLE WORLD ahead of u, in just a few short years u will have all kinds of doors opened for u--u will be able to drive a car, move outta ur house and live alone, u will get all the freedom u want to make choices. and u will get the oppertunity to meet all kinds of people.

U got this sweetheart, u can have a great life..I urge u to ask for help from professionals...If u cant talk to ur parents, then talk to granny or a school teacher or a counselor--they will know who can help u start getting back on track!

I was reluctant because there's gonna be someone else who says the same thing.

I was in your boat. I'm way older now. But I had reasons to be the way i was. I was depressed, paranoid and had an addiction at the age of 13. Not an addiction to food by the way. I spiraled down so far I wasted the next 5 years.

You need to realize you're in control. Life isn't going to just make something happen. If you really want to lose weight and have a boyfriend, you need to force yourself to change. No one else will motivate you. You need to find it within yourself.

No psychatrist or doctor will help. I don't care if I get thumbed down. You need to find the will inside yourself. Think deeply about what you want. Think about how you feel now. Recognize you're sad.

Take baby steps. Here's some more advice that's more practical: Drink lots of water. Slowly replace anything you drank. I hate all these sugary drinks now. Been drinking Water for years. But wine is fine. :) You need to realize change is always slow. So don't expect things overnight. But you shouldn't waste your precious time by holding it off any longer. Walk everywhere. Walk for 30 minutes each day. Your diet will fall into place once you learn these basic steps.

Take care and have a good life. I know this will be forgotten or overlooked because of countless other people chiming in, but I had to post a reply because of my faith and belief.

13 is a tough age for anyone. I can tell you that life gets better.

Being overweight is not the end of the world.

I can tell you that its possible to feel differently within a very short amount of time.

Don't do anything today. Think about it. You might need to wait for things to change for a week or summer or maybe even a year and longer.

Find some hobbies or interests that interest YOU. Now can be your time to be selfish.

If you like to read or listen to music or play video games or go to concerts or watch movies or visit animals at a zoo, now can be your time to be good to yourself and do those things on your own time at your own schedule.