Do you ever look back at old posts or questions even on here, and wonder what the actual F was wrong with you back then?

I haven't used Yahoo Answers in years until today. I decided to have a look at my old questions and answers, and G O D was I cringy. I think I was going through my edgy phase when I made most of the posts. I remember back then, for some horrible unknown reason, I thought that having a mental disease was "cool" and at the time I had none that were obvious. Now, I've been officially diagnosed with multiple and wish I could just be normal. Not only that, but I bragged about dumb things. Have any of you ever done the same, even on regular social media? On a scale of 1 to 10 how much do you dislike/hate your younger self? 10 being the worst, obviously.