Victoria

It's the same schedule everyday. Wake up, School, Homework, Sleep, Repeat. I don't have time for anything and it's all the same and I can't escape it. I can't just do what I want because I spend all my time doing things for other people. I can't stand to see other people upset or disappointed. I don't even wanna be here in life, why did I have to be born. The problem there is I care about people but not myself. Anyways I'm just trapped here.

So I believe our purpose is to repopulate but with my personality and looks that's not gonna work out for me. If I can't manage to do what I believe we were meant for, there isn't a purpose for my life. I don't know what to do?

Long story short, begged not to move back. We moved back. I didn t want to come back because the house was the origin of my anxiety and depression so I have constant meltdowns now? What shall I do?

I don't make much friends and don't talk to people at school and I'm happy with my situation. My dad is disappointed because I don't play sports although I have good form and I prefer small amount of friends. He can be rude to my sisters for being in band and is racist too and it makes me mad so I argue and he gets infuriated. Anyways I'm definitely a disappointment and he shows it well. What do I do?

Its now an online friendship so we only call and text. Sometimes she texts and I ignore it because she gets pretty annoying. She's a bit clingy and texts about the most idiotic things and gets upset if I don't answer. I just couldn't care less about what she says. Is it wrong I only enjoy her company in real life and not digitally?

Living nowadays people tend to get triggered a lot so instead of saying, "Love ya." to my friend and hear everybody say, "Ew you love her?", "Stop being gay." ect. so I just say,"Love ya bro no ****." and I m fine with that but she says I shouldn t be. I just do it to stop the annoyance of hearing complaints. Should I get upset?

His mum messaged me and told me. I'm not sure if I should belive this or not. I still care though and I was tore apart when I read the message. I knew he was suicidal and bullied but he knew he was my only friend and I didn't think he would take that away from me. What should I do to help myself?

His mum messaged me and told me. I'm not sure if I should belive this or not. I still care though and I was tore apart when I read the message. I knew he was suicidal and bullied but he knew he was my only friend and I didn't think he would take that away from me. What should I do to help myself?