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When I was about 4 years old I remember having a crush on my 28ish-30 year old Doctor, he wasn t gorgeous or anything I just had a crush on him, and got all giggly around him..

has anyone ever had a crush they remember from being like 5 or under? is it weird? normal?

I've had an odd feeling in the left side of my brain behind the left eye , just around my temple for about two months, its gotten worse of the course of one year I'd say.. especially the past month.

symptoms:

-waking confusion & mixed emotions

-really strange 'full' pressure like feeling at night in that left area of my brain, it feels like a weird isolated pressure

-short term memory problems recently (past two weeks)

-weakness when my head hurts

-easily exhausted/causes my head to hurt

-sometimes nausea followed by extreme tiredness

-achy upper back/neck

-random fevers that come and go usually at night

-sometimes waking with bad headache/ blurry vision

-extra clumsy/off balance

-left eye pupil dilates bigger than the right pupil often (just in the past 2 months)

I don't mind hearing harsh answers, I'd rather know if it sounds serious to check it out, sooner the better (after I let it get bad over a year lol) but, still, I just feel like something is wrong, I feel too sick to be 20 years old.. like worn out and dizzy all the time.. can't sleep at night sometimes,

any ideas appreciated, I'd esp like to hear of similar cases or common causes...etc. might not be as bad as it seems

thank you :)

If you have love in your heart for others , even id it is deep down and hidden away.. if you have any kind of love for others you are my kind of people.

gotta stick to the basics to make it these days. no need for unnecessary fights

what's worse I'm 20, I'm not a teenager or anything.. I feel so sensitive and weird..

I've had panic attacks since I was 16, I haven't had one in a long time, (just adding that I deal with anxiety) I feel unsure of myself with this.. even though people have told me I'm a good driver...I feel like I'll get out there and feel panicky and alone loose control!! I have to get over this everyone at my job drives.. and has a car.. I have to be normal enough to drive to work like everyone else lol help?!?!?

i ll have 25k aprox. and i m getting a divorce in july, my mom is still alive, i m trying to get some kind of alimony in the mean while to support myself and whenever my mom goes, hopefully later than sooner, but when she does go i d like to think that i can keep what s rightfully mine. my husband talks like he wants some of my inheritance what can i do do keep it?

I know it would impact us, I would like to know how it would? and if there could be life on earth if it were so? for science project

can latuda be used for treatment of schizophrenia? it was approved in 2010 I believe, a newer atypical anti-psychotic that hasn't been known to cause weight gain like the others..

But I think I heard it was also for bipolar depression/Bipolar different mood disorders does anyone know about this?

can you switch from say seroquel to latuda? my aunt takes a very powerful anti psychotic with awful side effects, shes overweight and zombiefied :/

shes a really sweethearted person, an I wish she could be happy again

"Kind" is deeper than "nice"

"harm" is more intense than "hurt"

"beg" more powerful than "ask"

why is that? is it only me that feels this way about it? or hears it this way?

like just dark, far out thoughts.. that are more dramatic in your mind than in real life? I feel like my thinking is slowed, unfocused, and messy... and I feel irritated and hopeless about everything almost.. I'm unsatisfied with everything, nothing brings me peace...I feel like I grasp at any new thing, idea.. etc.. to keep my mind busy on something, I feel very very disconnected with myself, people, God, just everything...sometimes I think far out like ''what am I''? "who am I" am I really alive? I feel dead... just weird stuff... Am I going to be okay?

Lorazepam 0.5 mg (low dose)

with the all natural mood enhancer 'SAM-e complete'

its for healthy mood, and the lorazepam is an anti-anxiety med. is it safe to take these two together? or do they cancel eachother out? or any professional opinions?

I don't want to take anti-depressants I've heard from many people's personal experience they don't really help that much...