Emma

My parents act like children, so I had to mature very early so that I could be the parent. I've always been told I'm and "old soul" and since the whole maturing-early thing I sort of act like a mother to everyone; kids at my school will be cute and I can't help but get a warm feeling inside and act like a nurturing mother, and then I start thinking about motherhood and parenting. All the teachers are very nice to me and treat me differently because they know how lonely I am. So they allow themselves as teachers to be my closest friends. One of them gave me even better treatment. He has dark sadistic humor so he makes fun of students, and I think sadism is sexy. He's just my type, and he is always really close to me, looks in my eyes for long periods of time, smiles at me, and calls me out for exceptional work. He said he's married, but he doesn't have a ring on and never talks about his spouse. I really love him and I would do ANYTHING for him. I would die for him. He only teaches middle school and I have to go to high school next year and Im so worried - What will happen to us? Should i try to convince him to teach at the high school?!?!?! He loves me, i can tell from the look in his eyes. People say hes creepy… i am a hybristophiliac though. He would have to wait 4 years for a relationship between us to be legal. Im co dependent too so i am completely distraught by the idea of not seeing him over the summer, let alone for 4 years when i graduate and we can be together

My problem is my top canine teeth - they stick forward and it looks bad… thats the only issue. Except that my top and bottom canines are sharp but i can ask the dentist to file them. I dont need a mouth full of braces for two misaligned teeth. Invisalign is too expensive for my parents to buy, and i would have to wait 3 years til im 16 to work.(im 13 now.) please help and give me ideas!?