Sam

Well I just got out of self harm and eating disorder rehab. I was very emotional and my tutor came on to me it's a long story but he pressured me into sending him pictures of myself nude with my face in it. He called it his insurance against me showing anyone he also said that's the only way that I can gain his trust. One thing led to another he blackmailed me with the picture and then we had sex. I'm 16 and he's 18. So it is against the law in California. Last night I told him that I was going to tell the cops about he told me he was going to kill himself. I'm pretty sure he hurt himself but now he's in the mental hospital. I didn't mean to cause him this much pain but he had sex with me and the ignored me, blackmailed me and had kiddy porn of me. Which is all against the law. I don't know how to keep my cool. I feel like resorting to self harm behavior:( help what should I do?

I'm 16 and this 18year old tutor that I hired took advantage of me this past week. I had just gotten back from rehab for self harm, suicidal thoughts and an eating disorder so I had a lot going on. I'm ashamed and embarrassed because he told me if I wanted his trust back I'd send him a full nude shot with my face in it. I did and he sent me one of his penis. He told me if I tell anyone he will show everyone of the picture to people because that's his insurance . He told me that when the girls he tutors do well( he only tutors girls) he likes to reward them and he asked me to ask for anything. He told me that he would reward me with sexual things. I will admit I wanted to feel loved so I texted dirty too. Then we had sex.at the end of the sex I got his check and he got me in a choke hold and threw me down and got the check. I'm not quiet sure what's going to happen tomorrow. I deleted some of the texts because I showed them to my friends and I was embarrassed of at least three no more than four. My parents are furious and want to get him in trouble. He's scary and I don't feel safe anymore

I started sexting this guy when I was 15 and it only went on for a while. Now I'm 16 and he's 18. And last week we exchanged sexual pictures. He made me have my face in it to get his trust. Now he says if I tell anyone he will show them. I want to put this behind me but i think I should get the cops involved. I live in California. I don't want them to get out. And he also talks extremely dirty which I did also but whatever. I feel creeped out and scaredz I don't care I I get in trouble

I just feel like such a screw up, nothing I ever do is right. And I just hate myself. Lately I've been making so many mistakes. I have this 18 year old tutor and I'm 16. He told me if I wanted his trust back I'd send him a nude shot with my face in it. So I did it. He sent me one tooThen he told me its his insurance and if I say anything hell show people. When he touched me it just didn't feel right. And when we had sex that didn't feel right either. He also told me that when the girls he tutors do something right he likes to reward them that sounded creepy. I don't know but it makes me feel like he does this to other girls. I feel like he took advantage of me. I mean I just got back

From rehab for self harm. I told my sister about it and she wants to tell my parents. I don't want to. Get him in any trouble but I dont think he deleted the pictures.. It's making going crazy and I'm becoming moody.

Well I've posted about this before but I'm still really confused and worried that I'm a taddle tail.I really just want to put this behind me I've had enough of this. So I have this tutor he's 18 turning 19 and I just turned 16. He said to get his trust back I'd have to send a full nude shot with my face in it. I did it because I thought he loved me and I would do anything for his trust back. He sent me one too. He then said if wa his insurance against me telling anyone. What makes me think he's done this to other girls is that he said when he tutors he likes so reward his people with surprises he said he wanted to ride me and do other sexual things. I feel bad because I played along and some times was the only one saying it. Then last wednesay he came over and we had sex. He didnt want to use protection but I made him then the condos broke. I hope I don't get pregnant or anything. And btw he knows I was in an extreme fragile state because I just got back from rehab for my self harm and eating disorder. He manipulated me and took advantage of me in my fragile state. Should I tell my parents, could I get in trouble ? Should they press charges ??

Well last thanksgiving my cousin molested me and I told my parents about it, he really didn't get in any trouble. It was partly my fault I blame myself for everything. Then this week I hired a new tutor he is 18 turning 19 and I just barely turned 16. He told me to get his trust I would send a full nude shot of me with my face in it. He called it his insurance for being telling anyone and pretty much said he would show it to people. He told me that when he tutors he likes to reward his people every time they do something good. He told me he wants to do dirty things to me I played along but then he stuck his hand down my pants. Then last Wednesday he came over and we had sex. He didn't want to use a condom but I made him. But who cares because it broke anyway. It makes me think he has done this before and he just creeps me out. And I was just manipulated and taken advantage of because I just came back from rehab for self harm, suicide, and an eating disorder. I don't know what to do I'm ashamed and feel like its my fault. Could he get in trouble with the cops. Because my parents when I tell them might want to call the cops. How can I control my urges for self harm ?

I really just want to put this behind me I've had enough of this. So I have this tutor he's 18 turning 19 and I just turned 16. He said to get his trust back I'd have to send a full nude shot with my face in it. I did it because I thought he loved me and I would do anything for his trust back. He sent me one too. He then said if wa his insurance against me telling anyone. What makes me think he's done this to other girls is that he said when he tutors he likes so reward his people with surprises he said he wanted to ride me and do other sexual things. I feel bad because I played along and some times was the only one saying it. Then last wednesay he came over and we had sex. He didnt want to use protection but I made him then the condos broke. I hope I don't get pregnant or anything. And btw he knows I was in an extreme fragile state because I just got back from rehab for my self harm and eating disorder. He manipulated me and took advantage of me in my fragile state. Should I tell my parents, could I get in trouble ? Should they press charges ??

I really just want to put this behind me I've had enough of this. So I have this tutor he's 18 turning 19 and I just turned 16. He said to get his trust back I'd have to send a full nude shot with my face in it. I did it because I thought he loved me and I would do anything for his trust back. He sent me one too. He then said if wa his insurance against me telling anyone. What makes me think he's done this to other girls is that he said when he tutors he likes so reward his people with surprises he said he wanted to ride me and do other sexual things. I feel bad because I played along and some times was the only one saying it. Then last wednesay he came over and we had sex. He didnt want to use protection but I made him then the condos broke. I hope I don't get pregnant or anything. And btw he knows I was in an extreme fragile state because I just got back from rehab for my self harm and eating disorder. He manipulated me and took advantage of me in my fragile state. Should I tell my parents, could I get in trouble ? Should they press charges ??

Well I'm 16 and I have a male tutor who is 18 turning 19. He told me if I wanted his trust back id send him a full nude shot of me with my face in it. So I did he sent me one too. He also told me that when he tutors other girls he likes to reward them when they do well and he old me that if I do good he will do dirty things to me. I mean I talked dirty back. But for god sakes I just got back from a eating disorder/ cutting treatment center. I have extreme emotional issues. Then last Wednesday when he came to tutor me we had sex. He didnt want to use a condom but I made sure then it broke in half. Now he's ignoring me and just blowing me off. I'm not quiet sure what to do. He said if I tell he'll send that picture to everyone. Should I tell my parents the cops ! God I'm depressed but I haven't cut or done anything which I'm proud of

Well I just turned 16 and I have this Tutor he's 18 turning 19. He told me if I wanted his trust back I'd send him a nude shot of me with my face in it. So I did and he said if I tell anyone he will show people and that it's his insurance he sent me one too. He knows I just got back from treatment for mental health issues and that I have severe emotional issues. He used and took advantage of me. He told me that when he tutors people he likes to reward them he said my reward would be his doing naughty things to me. It makes me think he had done this before. Then he got me to talk dirty to him and say that I wanted to do stuff with him. He came over t tutor me and we had sex it was a mutual agreement. He didnt want to use a condom but I made him and then sadly it broke in half. In California it's against the law. I'm planning on telling my parents but if the cops get involved what will happen??

I had sex with an 19 year old and at first he didn't want to use a condom but I insisted. As we were going my mom almost walked in so he put it in his jeans then he took it back out that happened two more times. Then after the condom was wet. He said he didn't *** but I can't really trust him. Could I get pregnant from pre *** and a ripped condom? No judgement please

Well I'm 16 and I feel so alone in this world! I feel like this might fill my empty hole in my heart:( I'm being sweet talked by this adult who wants to have sex with me. Even though he says becauses he older we can't date. What should I do?? Should I try and get pregnant ?

Well I'm 16 years old and I have this huge crush on this 18 year old adult. He just played me this week. He and I decided to send naked pictures with each other it was mutual. But then he said if I tell Anyone he will show it to people. I told my therapist which I feel horrible about. Then last night he came over to tutor me and we went to second. I mean that was mutual again. I mean I wanted it but now I feel disgusting. I regret it and he had to say last night that he doesn't like me at all:( should I tell my therapist about that too. I don't want to be a tattle tail but I have extreme emotional issues and I feel like cutting:/

Well I'm 16 years old and lately I've been feeling pretty down and bad about myself. I have a therapist so I told her about what I did. I sent this adult a picture of me naked. He sent one too. He's 18.. He said if I tell anyone he will show it. So I only told her about that part of it. Was I wrong to tell someone ?? And then when he came over to tutor me yesterday night we messed around. He kept saying he wanted to have sex with me. I don't know what to do I feel so disgusting and dirty. Could he get in trouble for hitting second base with a minor ??

I'm afraid to even ask. But I know this guy we used to be friends . He said to get his trust back I would have to send him a picture of myself with my face in it. I've always had a crush on him so even though I felt pressured I did it. He sent one too. But he also talked dirty. Then he said if I tell anyone he will show it to people. I asked him to delete it but and and he said yes but then for some reason I have a feeling he won't. I feel like hurting myself I feel so bad. Uhhh. He's older than me too

I'm not just Some stupid teenage girl I have real problems and I'm out of control. My medication keeps getting changed and I'm feeling suicidal.this guy like convinced Me i mean it was mutual to send him pictures of myself, then he treatened to show people I I told. Then I asked him to delete them and he got mad and is now ignoring me. I'm going through so much I'm hallucinating also. Urges are strong and I can't make up my mind what I want to do. I hear, feel and see things all day long. Help what should I do I'm suicdial

Well me and this guy were talking he sweet talked me into sending him pictures of myself. Then he told me if I told anyone he would show it to people. I've had a crush on him for as long as I could remember so it hurt me. But then I talked him into deleting them, then he said we can't talk anymore. He acts like I'm nothing to him and I bet he won't delete them. I'm in eating disorder treatment and I don't want to go away again. But I can't take people treating me like this and only using me. I want to hurt myself and I'm lost. Please how do I get past this ??

Well I'm 16 and currently in eating disorder treatment. I always have to have some way to hurt myself. I don't know if this is from a change in my medication or what. I'm extremely angry and depressed. I'm having hallucinations again.if I cut my parents will send me away and that CAN'T. Happen. But I have no other way to express myself. Please help

Well I'm 16 and lately I've been trying my hardest to stay strong but my Coping skills aren't working anymore. I don't want to disappoint anyone so I want to keep this my secret but then again I want help. I Also currently in eating disorder treatment. The urge to cut is strong and I think I might cut today. I'm so lost the thoughts of hurting myself are back