BrokenMaize

It's been over 6 months since we broke up and i still love her.. I find myself in tears thinking about her.. She was my high school sweet heart and became pregnant when i turned 17. Everything was perfect between us. So i thought. Well i found out she was unfaithful in the beginning of our relationship and became depressed. Tried to look past it as she was only 14 when it happened and it was years ago. Well she cheated again and when confronted she became irate and became abusive. I made a series of poor descision because i was heart broken, and i slept with 2 of her friends. She had continuously cheated on me for a year before that. Well long story short i left her and she is with one of the guys she fooled around with.. It's been 6 months and i still miss her.. I started self harming, drinking heavily, and abusing xanax and ecstasy. I was going to parties and sleeping with random women hoping to fix my confidence. Nope. I had women show interest in ne but i just can't feel **** anymore. I feel depressed all the time. And recently started smoking a pack a day.. So anyways anyone go through anything similar and any advise?

So in the beginning of our relationship I found out my girlfriend was flirting with other guys and I chose to forgive her but it's been 16 months now, we have a kid... I find out that she wasn't just flirting but she had sent nudes to this guy in the past. I left her and I met up with an old friend as she was comforting me and we kissed, we talked after. Like a week later I got back together with my girlfriend who found out that I kissed this girl and started playing the victim and calling me a cheater even though we were separated. She would start hitting me and saying what I did was worse than her cheating and if I bring up her cheating again she'll hurt me and my friend. She makes me feel like I deserved to be cheated on... she will go crazy and start being mean one minute than come crying begging for forgiveness the next... I'm so hurt and confused.

So the other say I was at McDonald's enjoying my food and talking to my girl on the phone and I passed out in my car in the parking lot. I had a long day before (7 hours college followed by an 8 hour work shift) and I was awaken by two sheriffs yelling at me saying high (I do not use drugs or drink alcohol). They performed a test with the light and immediately arrested me and when I asked for a breathalyzer test I was denied. Well when I got to jail I was also denied a urine or blood test and was locked up for 20 hours because of this.

Initially the officers were saying I was on spice but later switched there charges to drunk. I was denied a test to prove my innocence and locked up for 20 hours for a crime I did not commit, I feel as if my rights were violated and I just want the cops to be punished for there actions because I know they were trying to get an arrest.

So can I sue local PD for violating my rights?

To start my girl and I are engaged. And i don't mean all women but a majority I've met. For example my fiancee won't let me hang out with other girls but has guy friends, she went bat sh@t crazy when my friend (who at the time i just met) flirted with me but has guys handing out compliments (some to which are beyond friendly)

I mean women as far as i can see set up double standards, and they have all these "reasons' to justify them but i just can't see eye to eye with it all

Looking for more punk bands like Dead Kennedys, Misfits, Crass, Subhumans, etc.

I'm just writing poetry and will compare love to cocaine so can I get pros (like hows the high) and the cons (negative health effects). I just know it effects your dopamine levels and stuff.

I'm not saying all scene kids are like this (I just have yet to find one who isn't) but the ones I know are so judgmental. They claim to be open minded but they hate on my style and music (I love Ska & Punk). They are generic and fake, becoming obsessed with their image. Example my ex was all scene but would constantly annoy me about getting piercings and complain every time I'd play my music. Not just here but all her scene friends. Oh what's up with being brutal and hardcore? Their music isn't even hardcore. .__.

Okay who do you people think is better

Deathcore vs. Death Metal

Metalcore vs. Heavy Metal

Deathcore vs. Punk

Metalcore/Deathcore vs. Death Metal & Punk

State your OPINIONS below c:

So I'm a musician and want to start to write my own stuff but I want to fuse some genres.

I really enjoy Ska, Death Metal, and Punk. This is my idea I will take the vocals from death metal (I can do screams) and fuse it with the rhythm of ska. But not to say oh skacore I mean full screams some clean punk vocals and shouts. Kind of like Lamb of God meets The Specials

Here's the specials if your unfamiliar with their music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxHcx7FO8nI&feature...

I just want something I can think to. I don't want to be in reality, I don't want to think about life I just want to focus on the beat.

I prefer Ska, Punk, Metal but I'm open to anything really :D

So I play guitars, recorder, and I'm learning the trombone. I was just curious if that's an attractive feature. Plus I'm headed to college to major in music, I love singing. I've serenaded girls before but wanted to know what others think c:

I'm looking for something hardcore, and aggressive! So please leave your most bass@s bands bellow :D

None of you. Your alone.

I need to unbake this cake

I currently have no connection and there's none close by. Now I'm stuck unconnected from the world!

Please I'm running out of options

I want to see your favorite bands (not pop or rap) my favorites are

The Sex pistols (Punk)

Operation Ivy (Punk/Ska)

Streetlight Manifesto (Ska punk)

A Billion Ernies (Skacore)

And list the genre with the band please :3

For example they say they're music is so brutal, I mean shouldn't you just like it for what it is. And if anything is hardcore it's Hardcore Punk it's literally what hardcore is, it all started there

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-KTsXHXMkJA&feature...

I mean I know a lot of people say they listen to screamo or punk and they show me some Metalcore or Deathcore :\

They're not the same. And what's up with this obsession of being brutal and hardcore?

I listen to mainly Ska, Punk, and Death Metal

Bands I love are Dead Kennedys, Streetlight Manifesto, Operation Ivy, Sex Pistols, Lamb of God, The Clash, DevilDriver, A Billion Ernies, The Misfits, Reel Big Fish, ect

So can anyone suggest a band, anything will do (just not Metalcore) :3