Ruby

Hope everyone is having a great thanksgiving here in U.S.A stay warm and enjoy life with family god bless, amen!

I really hate my life and I'm so unhappy and I hate the holidays ever since mom died and I lost my daughter, and everyone in my family hates my guts and says I should live my life the way they want me to live it! They are jealous of me because of my dad being there for me because my dad wasn't there for them when they was younger and it's so immature and stupid, I didn't ask to be here! I can't seem to find a REAL man to treat me like I'm his treasure I'm either being used or cheated on or ignored when I put all my attention on my love and spoil him...i live alone and no friends because everyone spreads gossip and back stabs me which is why I'm homebound! I feel like I'm ment to be unhappy for the rest of my life! I'm a young 28 beautiful young woman with no life so it seems! I live my life normally like everyone else does I feel like I'm in everyone's way and if I died tomorrow no one would care...no I'm not killing myself just making a point! I don't make a lot of money and it's hard to support myself and people think I've got money to fix my problems it's f****ng bulls**t....i have to keep myself locked up at home because of all the negative hate people have towards me when I didn't do any thing to them and no one wants to know the real me and makes me wanna just cry!

family hates my guts and are jealous of me and they want me to live my life they way they think it should be, I'm a 28 year old woman and I'm sick of this S***! And now I have a heater issue where it over runs and I can't afford to have it fixed and I'm thinking of just shutting off the heater in my mobile home and using a plug in heater for my bedroom only would that work?

Do he doesn't text me first and when I text him it takes him forever to respond to my messages, but if I text my friends they are quick to respond, also we only video chat on Thursdays because of his busy life and we only had one video chat and during that chat he mentioned how Some one came to his door then I kept hearing his phone go off non stop while we was taking where he ended conversation!

Here lately I've been watching videos on you tube watching people eat foods like pizza or ramen noodles and I get a satisfaction watching them eat, is this normal lol? It's called mukbang

So I just got in a relationship with a guy 4 years younger than me in 28i normally date guys in their 30s-50s because they more mature but any who...everytime I text him on facebook he take a few minutes to respond back to me then last night I told him You make me feel steamy and he said I always get that from girls??? I should be the only one

So I have a crush with a guy and he really likes me to but he lives in another country and said it would be a few months before he could see me and he said he might move in with me but i don't know if he really means it

Then there's another guy but be lives in my country about 14hrs away and he has a huge crush on me and after he told me yo be honest with him and o told him about the other guy it upset him

I'm single and only communicating with these two but I really like the guy in another country tho but at the same time I don't want to just stop talking to the other guy because i want him as a good friend what should I do Now?

So I drove 8hrs to be with him over a family feud where I had to get away for a few days and when I arrived he didn't seem to be all that interested so I went in the bedroom and laid down because i felt lonely and he never even lifted a finger to caress me NOTHING , something feels off

Okay so here's the deal my boyfriend's a little older than me and here's a few things that I'm concerned about

He's really popular on Facebook

He's unemployed

He's attached to his dog like it's his girlfriend and said the other day he would choose a dog over me

He feels like he should have female company in his house and invites females to stay a few nights at his home only having one bed

He mentions renting his spare bedroom to a female

He always uses excuses saying how it's been a long time he was in a relationship and he doesn't know how to take it serious again

He tells other women they're beautiful when I should be the only one he says that not unless it's a family member

He lives 8 hours away not that it's a big deal

My dad was in the hospital today and he was on the phone with another person but didnt talk to me about my dads situation until he got off the phone

My friends tell me that he doesn't care and he's probably using me

So my dad is in his 80s and he has pneumonia and I don't know if it's good or bad or if he's going to die from it due to his age what do you think?

So my boyfriend has a dog named Bella and she is always in the way of our relationship he seems to pay more attention to the dog than me and we have figured over the dog, he said he would choose the dog over me! So I live with him somewhat and also live at my house I drive 8hrs to be with him and he was suppose to train his dog and I haven't seen him doing so on video chat for example I don't like having dogs in a bedroom because it's **personal** space and he was suppose to train her from barking at the door when it's closed, that mutt is always around him and the dog needs to realize things aren't the same now that I'm involved in his life! I hate that dog but his other dog minds his own business...he also calles his dog baby and names u would call a girlfriend its just so odd, what would u do

So here's the deal he's 59 I'm 28 years old, age is only a number and I really love him! We are engaged but only one problem he's unemployed and I work for my dad because my dad is old and in wheelchair, so I want to move to New Orleans but I'm concerned because if I do we both will be unemployed and I don't wanna go homeless I have everything here where I live up in Missouri! Another thing that bothers me is his dog Bella she's always at his feet and hates when we are together and ruins everything plus the other night he said if I had to choose between you or the dog it would be the dog...im trying to get him to train his dog from separation anxiety as well because the mutt don't realize there's a woman somewhat living in his home and I don't think he's training her like he promised, what should I do in this situation? Should I move to him or should he move to me and what of the dog?