Dragon Sorcerer

I take 10 mg but is it safe to take 20 mg of focalin tomorrow? i suck at test taking and i really wanna do well cuz its an expensive *** test.. :(

im trying to understand myself but no matter how far i search no one seems to have this problem.......

i have a fear of people being in my eyesight, when if its just their arm or their back at the corner of my eye i feel uncomfy and bury my face into my hands or look at a wal

at school if i sit in the front and the teacher walks towrds me; i rear my head away each time they look at me for every teacher, it looks weird and i cant stop it

like when im walking in a crowd, my head swings to different directions and everything looks blurry...like if a person walks towards me i swing my head to look at the wall, sometimes i trip because i cant see anything....my heart races; i saw a vid about aspergers and it looked blurry when they walked, which is what happens to me.

sometimes when i walk, i cant see anything because i am shaking my head so fast, i dissassociate while walking, like im walking but i dont see whats in front of me...but then i snap back into reality and its like, im staring at someone, and i feel creepy and i hate myself

Does anyone ever get really weird emotions? indescribable ones?

Its like you are half-way not there but you are there but you can never describe the feeling kind of like a big block in your head, you want to scratch your skin off and become something new... and I always get this feeling randomly and I say or do stupid irrational things when I get in that mood

Sorry I'm not describing it well, I never can explain it to anyone, not to my therapist, not even to myself. They are usually very short lived, but very, very intense.

Does anyone at least have any direction of what this is? I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and a possibility of aspergers...im not sure if that helps.....my moms side of the family have thyroid/bpd problems.

trans women are women yes, that is their gender...i respect their pronouns and names

but their sex is male and even post-op trans women have things that lesbians are repulsed by-- male socialization, pheromones, bone structure, that weird v shape....not dating someone isn't oppression i think. there are plenty of women willing to date trans women, just not lesbians.

any counter arguments to this?

whats up? i just escaped from liberal feminism hell a few months ago...never goin back.

i knew so when i was about 6 or 7. what about you?

We have only been dating for a week now and stuff has been crazy.

Everytime we talk he just wants to talk about kinks and stuff everyday. Even when I say no, he apologizes but he will do it again. He genuinely is sad about this. But I just can't talk about it. I'm not into it. I get nervous talking about it sometimes. I only talk about it to make him happy, but I'm not into it. If it helps, it is a long distance relationship. We haven't met yet, but we hope too.

I'm just wondering if there is something wrong with me or my drive. I only get kinked once a week or less and he is kinked everyday. I don't think I'm asexual but its like, that stuff... its not my thing. You see, I like to talk. I like to learn more about my friends. But talking about kinky isn't really my thing.

idk like is there something wrong with me or do we need to take the relationship slower? I literally have no idea.

i just started watching this show; omg I LOVE garnet, pearl, amethyst and for some reason ronaldo was funny :D

i dont have any chars i hate so far although lars was a jerk to steven in that one episode...! but thats the only time i hated him..

btw idc if your favorite char spoils the plot so go ahead put spoiler characters if you wish.

the question may sound dumb; but I am actually very curious in having a hunter-gatherer lifestyle WITHOUT the hunting part.. can you live off a place with a diversity of plants/fruits; and if so; do you recommend any places in america to do this... thanks!

I dont like the idea of a patriachal god but i do like jesus; he did so much just to have people use christianity as a basis for judgement. no one deserves to be stoned to death.

what do u guys think?

i feel bloated when i drink more than 8 glasses

sometimes I want to eat coal and stuff but idk why! when i was little i used to eat paper and sometimes like a nibble of a crayon wtf idk is it just me? i hate the idea of eating inanimate objects but idk my brain thinks its cool even though im like no its not!

I drank 2 sodas today, but I want a 3rd... I'm scared though because i know caffiene breaks your bones; can 3 sodas break my bones? im scared yet i crave the sugar for some reason

- also I drink soda once a month or less so i guess i am not a frequent drinker but i am scared this will be negative :(

My uncle and I are arguing over this xD

I say blueberry because antioxidants and fiber and water

uncle says baccon because it has amino acids and calories

what do you think?

like i feel like negative energy rite now, not even a living thing lol idk i feel like some vacuum of energy .

do u feel human right now tho?