Robb H

I'm beginning to suspect that I may be a Borderline personality. Just based on what people close to me tell me, and my own research and personal experiance with someone who was... How do I know for sure. I have no insurance and can't afford a shrink.

When I was 16 I died of alcohol poisoning. My life has been kind of weird since then. I've recenly been overwhelmed by the idea that I was not supposed to have been saved that night. I really feel like my soul went on but my body was brought back here, like I'm a ghost or empty container. Is that possible? Who can i talk too about this? I have no specifict 'religious' beliefs, but I'm highly spiritual.

I've taken myself off a 30mg per day doseage of Paxil. Today is the third day without and yesterday I began suffering very powerfull headaches and elevated blood pressure. How long can I expect this to continue until the seritonin levels ballance out again?

I just replaced my battery 2 weeks ago. Today the car began to stutter and lights dimming. It would not restart, dead battery.

I replaced the alternator, jumped it and it ran for about 3 minutes at a 3000 rmp before the ABS and Trac Cont lights came on, lights began to flicker, 1 minute later the battery light came on and it started to stutter again. I shut it off and now the battery is dead again.....?????? what now?

for the past 9 or 10 years I have been having a VERY vivid reoccuring dream. I'm aware that it's something I need to deal with or change in my life, but I have absolutely no idea what it is. I only comes when I am very stressed out, usually comes every night for a few nights then goes away, and it seems to be the very first thing that comes to mind when I close my eyes before I fall asleep then I fixate on it untill I fall asleep and have the dream.

The dream is, I pull up down the street from my ex-girlfriends house driving my parents old pickup. It's night time, but very light out. I stop at the end of the street and get out with a very very specific rifle. I use the door frame as a platform and sight in on her husbands car. Just then she walks out, he's in the doorway. She walks to the drivers door of his car and is just getting in...... and thats the end of it. I just watch her walk to the car through the scope and it ends. It's never gone any further at all....

If there is a god, why is such suffering allowed to happen on earth? Why are innocent children taken away from us? Why do we have a history rich with murders and wars over the existance of god in which form when it would be so simple to put an end to it all by just revealing him/her self?

I assume that someone has to have thought of the possibility of Martian diamonds. The planet having sources of Ti rich soil areas would lead me to believe that in the corrrect circumstances of vulcanism and geology diamonds could form there and would be a great source of revenue for the space effort to retreive them.

Would the same "sulfuric cloud" be ejected into the atmosphere of Mars causing an outward reflecting blanket allowing terestrial radiation of heat out, and no solar radiation in?

Would the same "sulfuric cloud" be ejected into the atmosphere of Mars causing an outward reflecting blanket allowing terestrial radiation of heat out, and no solar radiation in?

I'm quite interested in whether there is somewhere publicly accessible in the local NW area that the boundary line is visible similar to Arizona.

I'm looking for the brand and model as well as any info on mod's or custom work....