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I got the first two , I qualify and am not a veteran or an elderly person any one else in this situation? And if you are or are not do you have any idea when I may get my check? I’ve called the IRS twice & they said it’s still processing . . But I’m skeptical cause lots of people I’ve talked to already got there’s. 

I feel the drunkness but I still feel empty and lifeless .. I thought the closer to death the more alive you felt but I still feel pathetic I’m drinking more and more and more and more and more and more and more beenndrinkijg for two hours alone playing video games and I still feel so alone inside I honestly want to feel I want to die i feel nothing i don’t want to die I just want to almost die or even die if it’s the case i just want to feel even if it requires no feeling at all

I live in a condo built by a certain builders and the only cables for our "ISP" I guess is comcast? thats stupid I wanted centurylink and the person who owns the place should be able to buy and choose what internet they want to have ran in their home whether it be comcast, centurylink or directv or satellite or whatever why is this? isn't this illegal can I start a petition how would I go about this I seriously am using wifi at mcdonalds right now to make this question online I REFUSE TO PAY FOR ANYTHING THAT IS FORCED! I always have a a choice even if it is a shitttttty choice help me fight this and make it right

we were together a year in a half.. I really loved her invested a lot.. probably slightly more than she did now that I think about it. she removed her emotions before me..

but sometimes I think of moments and smile.. and then my heart is heavy.. she had the most adorable giggle. her smile.. I miss how warm she made me feel... It hurts soo much sometimes.. what did you guys do when it was like this?

broken up 6 weeks no contact.

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I have like one solid good friend I mean GREAT Buddy but he is married so I don't have much else people to hangout with don't get me wrong. I have a lot of friends but a lot of them just like to drink or party I would like high quality people who are success driven like I am, I am in my twenties and not to be rude, but I don't want to hangout with people who consistently drink ya know? I go to the gym a lot and I have hobbies but I don't know I could really use a good friend Im super funny nonchalant don't take myself so serious but I want people who will help me better myself and grow I don't want to end up thirty doing the same things if anyone has an tips or anything this would be much appreciated thank you

we are in our twenties dating for about two years, a few weeks ago my gf dumped me saying she needed time for herself she was married before so I think her emotions are raw? but its been awhile so ,, I asked if she was feeling or loving or thinking of dating someone new, she claimed not at all, she said "I don't have a grass is greener" concept i hate to admit this but I didn't believe her so i went through her phone and social medias and she wasn't talking to anyone,, so I thought wow... but I told her to contact me if she felt she could be loving with me again and not wishy washy

fast forward a couple weeks later and she messages me how she can't stop missing me and she wants me,, so i invited her over and she smashed my brains out, did that for about two weeks and she got cold again.. so I told her I noticed her behavior and she said it wasn't fair to me so I just said you're right! i don't like this game I love you and all but I can't play this anymore you need to figure out what you want if you get super hornnnyyyy for sex go play with yourself or that and if you still want something after that then call me, she started laughing saying she doesn't want me for my blessed package beneath the waist. it was nice to hear a laugh from her,, man I love that girl a lot...

anyways I told her I was serious to please not call if she wasn't going to be serious and I haven't heard from her for a few days...

I get it, shell come around or she won't..

I work around driving a vehicle and I punched out a few hours late cause i just wanted to make up hours i know not too smart haha.. but they said there was a "time discrepancy" so they ll be in "further touch" and took my badge am I toast?

it goes something like this so don't take the words literal.. maybe you'll recognize the melody in your head its really bugging me I can't find it but anyway it goes something like

"kizzaah kizzah my kizzer kizzer kizzayyy"

then the guy says it back to the girl voice the whole kizzahh sounding line? does that ring any bells?

my girlfriend or idk what we are now said she needed some "time" that she feels like half of her wants to be with me the other half is scared and wants to run she's been feeling like that for the past few months... and at first I thought okay Ill slow it down and I ask does she see herself with another person or the grass is greener? she said no not at all, she was in a previous long relationship before and she said she's just not open to it in some ways so I said okay well if you ever change your mind you know how to get a hold of me! we haven't talked for a few days and I can't stop crying I'm 26 she is 26 as well work is hard and the day to day has been hard the night time is so hard especially I just miss her man even typing that it breaks my heart and makes me cry why can't she just ... ah I GUESS ITS HER LOSS right? but how do I sTOp the tears... please... someone anyone.. I haven't told my family or anyone I don't want them to see me like this so stranger online... will you help me ;( ;( ;( ;(;( ;( ;( ;(

listen I'm in my twenties the girl I love, well we aren't first loves of each other she an I split up a couple days ago.. and I know we aren't each others first love,,, but the pain is just as real as my first one was.. she was in a way way long relationship before me, 4 years, she was with me for 2, and she said she's scared to move into marriage or having kids with me and she sees that I am okay with moving to that step and anyways,, she said I deserve better so I agreed with her, and said give me a call if you want to act right and do right by me told her get in it or get out,

anyways after that we haven't talked and I don't expect her to come back thats how I am acting right now because I know that in life I have to be that way to be strong, I've been strong for so long and right now IM crying breaking down writing this I can't tell my friends, family or anyone about this co-workers nothing! sure I talk about it but actually I am crying I MISS HER SO MUCH ! why is it when I am savage and don't acknowledge someones feelings I can have them whenever I want why is it that, when I am actually considerate and nice (not a doormat) but a gentleman things blow up in my face.. I looked up how to get over heartbreak and I think of memory after memory after fuckkinnngggg memory and I .. whenever I stay focused on the day work and think about the future.. its so hardd cause I come home and I cry and cry I can't stop thinking about her.. I deserve better

It s a workout program that lasts so many weeks I don t know if I should alllow it. It really bothers me the person she s going to pay to train her is a guy she kissed before and went out with a couple times but that s it. It still bugs me though because it s like I don t think she d cheat or anything but maybe she s using someone as an excuse to get over me? Also, I m more athletic than this other guy I m bigger stronger taller etc I m pretty confident in myself most the time but this has shaken a bone within me what should I do?

I'm looking at toyota website it says MSRP is 24k starting on the 2016 tacoma SR5 model but when I put that in it says its 29k wtf why are they lying? where did they just bump up 5 grand from?

I was thinking about IT I don't make a whole lot of money, but I would like to provide for her if we had a child, I would like for at least the first few years of the childs life for my future- wife to stay at home and raise him/her to elementary.. is that a backwards way of thinking? can I achieve that? my gf has a great job, and i could see her becoming my wife and having a family. but I wouldn't want her to quit but I also wouldn't want her to work

I was thinking about IT I don't make a whole lot of money, but I would like to provide for her if we had a child, I would like for at least the first few years of the childs life for my future- wife to stay at home and raise him/her to elementary.. is that a backwards way of thinking? can I achieve that? my gf has a great job, and i could see her becoming my wife and having a family. but I wouldn't want her to quit but I also wouldn't want her to work

Less and less is done

Until non-action is achieved.

When nothing is done, nothing is left undone.

I really don t understand is that like letting things take course naturally not interfering? that undone part really confuses me

I m having issues with my gf she seems flaky and is not into me like she was , I want to sell all my stuff in my parents house and buy a plane ticket to a state I ve always wanted to go to. I plan on shutting off my phone and not using it not contacting my parents just going to the state I may be homeless or able to afford a motel for so many nights but I feel I would learn a lot truly being alone I realize everybody I ve ever known has been on this same city and I gotta get the **** outta here

I found on a messenger (separated 2 years not legally signed yet ) she was messaging the ex husband about if he ever thinks about her cause she randomly had a thought this an that he said some dick things like ya bra bla you and your boyfriend can do this an that she mentioned how she loved an cared for me though. Which made me relieve but he said when she comes back to the state he referenced sex she was like hey cut that out! She is going back to a friends wedding. An sign the divorce papers . You don t make small talk with someone you re divorcing , she saw me flip out I said how would you feel if I talked to my ex? She agreed.I don t trust her an I am thinking of breaking up only things we agreed they talk about is the divorce an when to meet for that. So we can get this guy out our life for good an never associate again. but I am still furious. don t offer break up advice cause I told her if she is flirting or trying to make conversation again I am dumping her an she is choosing that if she did that an she agreed. an will never ever do that again she wants me and only me. But I don t completely believe that myself . I do but I m hesitant an she needs to be punished like I need to feel satisfied an not angry anymore and I am. I also will probably go to the state for the wedding to let this guy catch an A$$ whooping , she said whatever is fine. even though she s more guilty. I need her punished cause I don t trust her yet. How can she earn it.

and I would like if she initiated sex. lately I have to initiate it and she goes with it an says okay lets do it but sometimes she doesn't do it always when I want.

I want to marry her eventually I guess but if she ever stops giving me sex ill get it elsewhere. I think that is a fair statement as if she is my wife her body is mine and I get sex whenever I please I don't want to be led around the tail and I don't want to be used and abused I think that is fair right? how should I go about getting this point across

I m not a big dog lover she has a few of them and I don t mind them but I don t really cherish dogs like at all. I m not a bad person or that I just never got huge into pets..we ve been together for a long time like 8 months but dogs and I don t know I wouldn t mind living with a couple but I can t love love them an that bugs her. Do you guys think the you know is our only solution ?

I got very addicted to the game called league of legends long story short I m over it now I hadn t played it in six months then the other day I played a couple games and turned it off each game is like 30ish or so minutes I then was productive with my day gym, work etc.

I really miss the game a lot. I felt extremely bad for playing it after that long time frame cause I thought id never play again i used to play hours on hours I never want to waste my time that way again. however my playstation I play for an hour or two an turn off I always tend to miss league I absolutely love the game

I know alcoholics are addicted to alcohol drug addicts addicted to drugs. so this game in a sense was my weakness but its also feels like rewarding to myself when I let myself play it once every two weeks or so thing is I don t want to start playing it more and more again over time. cause I want to stay productive as I have been in the real world. but some times i day dream about the game etc etc and just have a strong craving to play it after i played it once i felt bad though turned it off. so I just wonder should I play it every now and again or do you think that would ultimately be a bad thing for me to do? its like a craving I just have so much fun on the game. and yeah.. it sucks would it be healthy to play every now and then or is my personality just to addictive to things like this etc? thanks for any serious advice or anyone who gives me great helpful stuff thank you.