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okay .. i got a bvlgari ring as my engagement ring but we broke up & i still got the ring cause my dad got it for me .. & now im thinkin about selling it cause i dont think it would be nice if i wore it again the next time i get engaged & in the same time i adore it & cant stop lookin at it ..

thats the pic ..

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but of course my diamonds are white & a lil bit bigger ..

thanks ..

i want names of bands or singer to listen to , so who wud u recommend ?? i want somone like lily allen or whoever u think is the best .. it wud also be gr8 if u mentioned names of site to download from .. for free ..

im doing a research about the current financial crisis & since im not that kinda person who care to read about it then i know nothing .. i searched on google but it gave me articles with numbers n details n wat i need is general informations about it like when it happened , wat it caused , reasons for it ... informations like that . so can u tell me a site where i can find this in ?? thnx 4 ur care ..

need opinions abt this ...

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is there anyway we can get high wihtout drugs .. i just wanna pick myself out of depression .. n ithink this will help me ..

okay i need some trance & techno tracks 2 download .. really gd ones .. thnx 4 ur help ..

okay .. i got engaged a year ago to a doctor , he was nice n everything was fine between us .. he gave me his mail password n i told him that i trust him n i dnt want it but he said okay but just know it .. did i mention that he was so nervous n jealous all the time ?? okay he was nervous n jealous , this caused alot of problems but everytime he says he was sorry n he will try to control it ,, we used to fight abt this like everyday n he *** to say sry n i accept his apology ,, then we are fine .. but one day i decided that i wont accept his apology n i will pretend to be angry for 2 days or somthing so he wont do it again .. n i did this , he kept callin somtimes i answer n somtimes no .. n i told him that its over n he has to 4get abt me he said me "can u remember anything good i've done to u so u can 4give me 4 it ??" i said nothing , he said maybe u need sometime to think abt it so plz take ur time n im waitin ..after 2 days i was openin his mailbox to get a frnd's email 4m it n i found out that he has been talkin with another 2 gurls n he got 4000 mails all of them r porny pics .. so i broke up with him but i didn telll him abt the mail , he think that its bcoz bein nervous n jealous .. i didn tell anyone else cuz i believe that we are humans n humans make mistakes but i cant live with a person like this cuz i will never trust him .. now he tells everyone that i've been so mean with him cuz i broke up with him 4 no reason .. he & his friends r always talkin abt how horrible i am to do this .. many other stuff happened n i really feel soo bad .. thats wat i shud get 4 keepin his secret !! .. whenever he is mentioned between me & anyone i say that he is a gr8 , decent & amazin guy but just things didn work with us .. i cant stop cryin & feelin down .. wat can i do ?? do i tell everyone why i did this or wat ? thnx 4 ur help ..

im thinkin abt gettin this coat but the ivory white one .. its price is reasonable but i dont know if its old fashioned or its suitable for this year fashion or wat .. so wud be gr8 if u helped me to decide .. thnx ..

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okay .. shz a friend n everyone thinks that her eyes r unique n amazin .. wat do u think of her eyes ??

http://www.flickr.com/photos/31775393@N05/29754575...

wat do u think of it ? wat colorz to wear with ?

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thnx 4 ur care ..

i've got a terrible cold , a runny nose , sneezin , n headache n i wanna control it cuz i got mid-term exams n i cant study while sneezin like this cuz i sneeze 20 times\min n cant take any cold medicins cuz all they make me sleep n i shud study .. wat will make it better n wat wont ??? thnx 4 ur care ..

okay , im a 19 old gurl whose supposed 2 be living her best days now but actually my life is turning to the worest one ever , the last 10 months was the most terrible 10 months in my life , first the building we were livin in was falling so we had to move on in 3 days n u wont imagine how messy it was , we came 2 live with my grandma till we prepare our new home n get it suitable 4 humans 2 live in , while stayin here (im still livin in my grandma's place) i got engaged n i felt like god is givin me somthing 2 help me after being so depressed 4 leaving our home , i felt like i can breathe again n live a normal life cuz i got someone beside me now who will be there 4 me when i need him , i mean .. if u found someone who luvs u n u luv him , he will b ur support when u r down , he will make u smile when u cry , does this really happen or im just imagining ?! also in those days i lost friends in my college who was so mean n bad n i felt like i wont need anything cuz i've got this person beside me , 4 months later my grandma died n thats the big problem , she was my best friend ever , n im not gonna talk abt her cuz if i did i wont stop , what really hurt is that when they told me that she was dead i went to the room n i when i saw her didnt believe it n i kept standin beside her n tellin her wake up cuz this is not a good time 4 wat u r doin .. it was my first time ever to see someone dead (im that kinda person who cry while seeing someone hurt) n till 2day i still cant believe that shz dead , then i found out that this person who was supposed to be my support was the most horrible liar on earth cuz he had 3 girlfriends plus me n also was addicted to porn so i dumped him ..

i feel like i've no one else to cry on his shoulder .. my mom is totally down , my dad is busy n my 2 brother's also r busy , i lost my friends , my grandma & my fiance .. i dont regret losing my fiance cuz hiz a jerk n dznt deserve crying for him n also my friends i dont regret losing them cuz i believe that u can make friends everyday .. but wat i really regret is losing my grandma n losing my life , i just dont know how to get over it .. how to get this old me back , sometimes when i say i will wake up go 2 my college n try to be normal again it gets worest .. i feel fine for 2-3 days n then feel so down for 2-3 weaks .. im one of those ones who thinks that no one will help me till i help myself first but i really cant do it , i tried alot but it never work , its like a constant pain , i thought about everything that might help me in positive n negative ways but found nothing eventually .. wanna get over everything bad happened 2 me n caused pain but there r somthings that i cant get over like my grandma's death , i know i wont get over it but i wanna get over my miserable life cuz i cant live like this forever.. how would i ?? thnx 4 ur care ..

i wanna know the slow songs for mariah carey plz .. thnx 4 ur care ..

okay im not saying that all men r bad but u can say that u cant trust a man 100% , what makes u sure that ur husband,fiance or boyfriend wont think of any other women ? u r not with him 24/7 right !! .. he goes to work , meet friends , travel & alot of other places .. can u say that u r 100% sure that he will never look at any other women .. he is not an angel & in the same time not a devil but what i really wanna know is one reason to make me trust a male n be sure that he will always think of me .. only me .. the percent will never be 100 am i right ?? there will always be thos 10% of doubt .. how can u give a male a full trust .. i dont want answers like " he loves me n thats y he will only think of me " its reasonable but i just dont feel like its a good answer for my question .. im not against males but i just wanna know ur point of view & ur percent for how much do u trust a man .. thnx for ur time ..

how to delete a question dat i have asked from my questions list .. thnx 4 care ..

i want to decorate my new room .. n i need any site which will give me sm ideas abt makin decorating stuff for my room like beaded pillows , things to put on the wall , boxes to put my things in .. u know .. stuff like this .. n wat i want is how to make them .. not buy them .. thnx 4 ur care ..

i really need to know wat to do to lose them ... thnx 4 ur care ..

okay .. im movin in our new house soon but i have done nothin abt my new room ( which is kinda small room ).. i need some ideas abt wall color , decorating ideas & all the other thing that shud b made in it .. thx 4 ur time n 4 care ..

i think i've killed my grandma .. me n my family have been stayin wid her 8 months ago n somtimes she thought dat our life style isnt proper at all n she wanted us 2 change it n i really hate it when she dose that so she kept yellin at us n after it she says dat she feel has a headache n she is not alright .. we took her 2 doctors (4 doctors) n we did everything n all the doctors said dat she is fine just a lil bet stressed .. 2 months ago i was sleepin n she came n awaked me up , told me dat she is sick n not feelin gd at all i told her dat im gonna go awake my mom but she refused so i told her 2 sleep n she will be fine cuz there is nothing wrong wid her as the doctors said .. i told her " u just need to sleep so sleep n ill sleep beside u " so i fell asleep n wn i got up my mum told me dat they took her to da hospital n it was too late as the doctor said .. after 2 days she passed away .. n the problem is dat i always feel like its my fault cuz i did nothin to her .. i didn even tell my mom wn she was sick .. maybe if i did somthing to her i wouldnt have lost her now right ?? .. i really cant stop blaming myself for this .. i killed her right ??? i think i've done .. but wat shud i do now ?? i got nothing to do ..

" you write on me & secrets i can keep in places never seen . i spin like a top though stiff like a bored , im often described like mop " what is it ??