Major life decisions but have no one to talk to?
My life has been real bad for a while now, feels like I am in the toilet and someone keeps flushing while I am holding on for dear life trying not to get flushed down. I am trying to make things work out and have been faced with many decisions. These are huge decisions and with my mental state already low and the circumstances I am in right now am having trouble sorting it out. I have no one to bounce ideas off of. Feel like I am being smothered and can't get it straight. I really have no one. When I hit on hard times everyone abandoned me. Counseling it not an option. I do mediate and this has helped but it is not enough. These are things that can not wait due to circumstances beyond my control. Where do I go from here.