Thoughts of suicide...?

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Sometimes I get really depressed and fantasize about killing myself.  When I get like this I just want to stop thinking and wondering about everything and put a gun to my head or jump off a building - something to just blast my mind away (wow that sounds a lot more horrible when it's written down).  I feel ignored, rejected, and unloved by my ex-boyfriend of 8 months, and I want to punish him and make him remember me again.  I also feel like no one will ever choose to be with me again, that everyone thinks I am an innocent, naive, untroubled little girl of no consequence.  

Please understand, I DON'T actually want to kill myself.  Killing myself would of course change the situation with the ex and other guys, but then I'd be dead, so it would be completely pointless.  I have a great life most of the time - loving family, plenty of good friends, smart, no stresses about money, in college with a bright future, blahblahblah.  I just feel that a big part of my life is missing and that because my ex-boyfriend doesn't want me, nobody wants me.  I want to address this depression before it gets worse and I want to stop feeling sorry for myself.

azqueeraz · Accepted Answer

honestly that is the most dramatic although stupidiest reasons i have ever read to commit suicide.. to make an ex feel guilty.. what would happen if he didn't even care?  it's not like u would see his reaction anyways...  get over him.. move on.. that is the best revenge...  u need to snap out of it...  wake up and fix things..  i can't believe u would think about doing it to punish an ex...  unbelievable...

James · Answer

I was at that point before... I felt soooooooo suicidal but I didn't because I know it's wrong, but then I got over it once I met a girl. last week I just kinda dumped her because she doesn't want me anymore and now I'm going through that mood again. 

(This is such a cycle)

 I am starting from the start where every little thing will make me cry of how sad my life is and then I will want to lie down and die. Sometimes I even want to sleep during school just to escape my problems now. Just one thing to keep in mind though... 

You got to move along and talk to other people and enjoy life where you are at and eventually you will find something that will make you happier. It took me around 3 years to actually find that one girl that I mentioned above, although she might want to be back with me maybe your ex might want you back to if you just talk to him a bit more.

All it takes is just a little time to get your life straightened. I hope I helped you.

--James--

Anonymous · Answer

i know what you are going through...
there are sometimes where i think like that..
BUT i don't let it get to me.
im 15 and i've thinking like that since i was 13, but i learned to stop.
if you ever wanna talk look me up on myspace.
raychelle_martin@yahoo.com
or facebook, or yahoo. lol.
hope i helped!!

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