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Why am I always sad and angry about my life and never happy with thing I have?

I'm 20years old and have a son who's 5years. I never accepted the fact that I have my son because I was still young and couldn't enjoy life as other girls of my age did. I feel like I've destroyed my life when I had my son but I love him very much and couldn't imagine my life without him now.

From about 2years ago I starting getting bored with everything I do and wherever I go. I quit from school 4times and still feel like I want to study. I went to a job for 6months which I dreamt all my life to do and I had to quit because I didn't had time for my son and my boyfriend(my father's son). Now I am trying to study again.

I am always sad and angry about my life wishing I never existed. Always fighting with my boyfriend telling him I don't want him when in fact I love him and I am ready to do everything for him. I stopped connecting to my friends because I was feeling nervous talking to people they made me loose my patients. I cannot understand how could I live with talking to noone exept my family. Even my family now is starting to irritate me and I want to move out on my own with my son.

I am always afraid of not reaching my dreams and I will get old without doing them. I always want things to happen right awway because I'm afraid I don't have time for them to happen. If something I want will happen, I will find somthing else that I am sad or angry about. I'm always like running after time and don't want to loose time doing something, if I do I will be relly angry to myself. Sometimes I wish I will just commit a suicide and end all this trouble I am causing for other people. The only thing that hold me from doing it is my son because I don't want him to be raised without his mother.

I wish someone could help me and tell me what I can do to be happy or maybe a little better life than I have right now.

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  • 9 years ago
    Favorite Answer

    It sounds like the "grass is always greener, on the other side" to me. But it's just the same, when you get there, you know.

    You have a little boy who depends on you. Would you want him to be without his mother! Of course you don't.

    You say you're studying. Well study hard and achieve what you want to do career wise. Look to the future not to the past. We all feel irritated/angy/upset at times, but that is part of life. We all have to get through hard times, and when we do, it makes us stronger. You have a family there for you, many don't! Let them help you, don't push them away. Only you have control over your life, so seize it with both hands and don't let go. Take control of it, and make the best life that you can, for you and your son. Take it one day at a time. And if need be, get help from a professional. Remember, you are special, there is no one else like you on this planet. I wish you luck and happiness x

  • 9 years ago

    You are Depressed and depression is a general problem in todays world...if you think that you are the only one facing so many problems then just forget it because life is this way and every one have some or the other problems and everyones problem is the biggest on earth according to them....but you need to see the positive side of everything...you are married, there are people who dont have a life partner for the entire life..you got a healthy child,there are people who dont have a single child and try every possible way and method still they are not gifted with one...you are lucky that you have life, there are some who are even not able to celebrate there first birthday...try to understand your importance..you are special even a healthy tree sheds its leaves in a season..time comes good and bad but after all we all are blessed....

  • 9 years ago

    the girl at the top is right, you do have depression, but its not the end, now you know what it is there are many ways to help, it always a good idea to see the doctor, and therapy is also a great idea, cos its someone who you don't no, who you can just talk to n say how you feel without feeling like your being judged also, might not be your thing but evan so saying a prayer can help. hope this helps stay strong and feel better x

    Source(s): me
  • Poppy
    Lv 6
    9 years ago

    You sound like you are suffering from depression and maybe anxiety. I would get down to the doctors and see if they can help you out. You have very low self esteem and no confidence. A part of depression is being unable to focus on one thing for a long period of times. Which sounds like you're doing with your studies. people with depression get bored easily, and are always looking for something. But definitely get down to the doctors and just have a chat with them about how you're feeling.

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  • 5 years ago

    Always surround oneself with good items such as satisfied thoughts, determination, and men and women who believe in you.

    You have to reside by it, and at the identical time have faith and confidence in your self that you are capable of reaching your objectives.

  • 9 years ago

    i would tell u to focus on school, do it for your son no for u, he doesn't have to pay for ur mistakes, hey now u have your son you better start thinking about him what kind of future do you want for ur son, and it will start by you going to school and getting an education, i wish you good luck with what ever you do

  • 9 years ago

    that my dear is depression

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