Why do i like being lonely and be sad for it?

I do have friends but i still feel very lonely. I feel sad and i kinda like it, i feel that i need no one and that they are just a waste of my time. I don't have anyone i can relate to, mostly because most of my hobbies are weird. I hate girls with passion i am not gay, they are just so annoying, whining all the time and demanding special treatment, even though all those are true i still feel so sad and alone you know, when the birds sing, but not for you, when the sun is shining, but not for you. Yeah that kind of lonely. I am 16 by the way.